Friday, November 13, 2009

chances are...

Chances Are
Thinking Out Loud

Sometimes you’re right,
sometimes I bite
Why is it hard
to say what I want when I want?
Sometimes I love,
sometimes you hate
Why does it hurt
to hear what you have to say?

Chances are you’ll get it
when you stop wanting
Chances are you’ll fall asleep
when you stop trying
Just can’t lie to myself

Sometimes I doubt,
then you back out
Why is it hard
to breathe in the same room?
Deep down we know
why we can’t run away
But why does it hurt
to visualize the goal?

Chances are I’ll regret
when you say good-bye
Chances are you’ll find the way home
with or without me
Just don’t lie to yourself

I go this way, you go that way,
wherever we’ll find each other
Chances are... chances are..

Monday, November 2, 2009

5.45am

the time now....
test yesterday...
sometimes i wonder....why the f i wanna be engineer so much...mayb i take the wrong path?..who knows,,,,,think i screw up the math test yesterday...thank god its only 40% of the overall grade...after yesterday test....i keep on thinking...should i change course?..all those bio,medic course seems suit me....or the graphic media thingy since im creative>_< haha...my father would love to see me take medic....i dont know y though....feel damn down after today test but.......after that fren all invite go kfc then play football....all those sorrowness gone....stupid eh?..then guess y i stil not sleeping at 6am even though got test today at 9...watch lovely complex from 2-5~~now episode 14....some time....not sometimes....a lot of time i stupid thing...and still doing it....*swt*haiz

Friday, October 30, 2009

1,2,3,4,5

counting days to end this sem~~

random
-song for you truth for me...
-why she love sad song?kinda make me sad....
-5 more daysXD
-2 more work=.=!!
-i hate the fact i cant run fast
-im injured but still playing footballXD..
-somehow no matter how late i start doin my work,..it sure finish b4 due time..
-gonna go eat now

Saturday, October 24, 2009

numbers

ICE just finish yesterday...really feel the burden all lift off from my shoulder.....

2 more week before going home
1 more week before finals
3 more report to submit
1 more presentation to practice
2 more tests to study
1 more project to be completed
few hundred more left to spent...
im broke>_<

Saturday, October 3, 2009

tralalala

in ipoh...going back uni in...erm 3 hours haha...long time no post anything...finals in few weeks...assignment...no need say bout that....weekends!~
watching where got ghost ..the movie from jack neo....if i were to rate it...i think its a 6.5/10
i know its low....kinda okok oni...i think if you were to read the review about this movie you wont come here rite?...so i jusst gonna tell bout what i like and not about the movie



nice
funny horror movie....
unexpected ending...
moral of the story thing...as usual
somewhat sequel to money no enough 2 haha...

not so fun
4d number again...singaporean got no other things a?
funny part are just so so...
some fat guy sitting next to me keep commenting bout the movie loudly...swt..

i think that just about it....ok why i give it low rating?..simply because....theres nothing much to talk about...compared with ah long pte ltd or wedding game or even money no enough...i think..this one just okok only haha....maybe because it show 3 different story so it doesnt really give much impact to the audience...about the horror scene only one got me...the part where in 3rd story where the guy sleep with his wife and when he turn suddenly he sleep on his mother...that scene is nice haha...and the 2nd story climax where the ghost girl kill the 2 guy...that really is unexpected...

i think it wont show next week...so if you still havent watch it...too bad i guess...

weekends~~last and this weekend i stay at home...goin out few times only..ither than that i play games....for most of you...i think you all dont know that i actually do play not-so-heavy games ok here's one of em....

Paradise Beach

Description:

You have been selected to become the manager of some of the world`s leading beach resorts in Paradise Beach, a fun and exciting Strategy game! Create your dream retreat as you construct buildings, plant pretty foliage, and even design the layout of your peaceful getaways. Travel to different islands and use your imagination to keep your customers nice and relaxed as you plot the perfect Paradise Beach!

Features:

  • Unique gameplay
  • Hidden Object minigames
  • Construct Paradise Beach
System Requirements:
OS: Windows XP/Vista
CPU: 1.2 GHz
RAM: 256 MB
DirectX: 9.1
Hard Drive: 107 MB

Release name:
Paradise.Beach.v1.0-TE
Size: 93.16 mb
Download: Hotfile



you simply need to develop the island...rather simple i must say if compared with the 'heavy' games

a typical gay island you will make when playing at first

Friday, September 25, 2009

keep smiling >_<

problems~~
they never seems gonna end right?
its either
relationship,
studies,
test,
assignment,
or even friendship
and often all this leads to pressure
then start no mood and stuff
but
does sulking or sekutu-kutunya
really helps?
different people
react differently to things
but
dont you think
the world need 1 more happy person
and less 1 moody person?
then...
why dont just keep smiling?
>_<
even if a person die
dont you think that person
dont want to see you sad?
i not saying it works all the time
nothing is
sometimes
just sometimes
we just need time to be alone
other than that
just keep that smile ya!
>_<

Himitsu/Secret

today upload this song on youtube
never knew how nice it sounds
until today...
thats the bad thing about downloading a whole album
kinda overlook certain song
maybe because in a mood to hear slow song when 1st listen to the album
haha
its himitsu by bonnie pink
the video down here...uploaded by me haha



heres the translation
not by me...
but..can say 95% correct la haha

HI~~MIT~~SU~~~


Because one angel dies for every one sigh
You scooped up what you spilled with both hands and ate it
Condemned by the appearance of just about everything going smoothly,
in the space between society and your forehead, you were unable to smile

By spoiling me,
by taking it out only on me,
you can feel relieved like with salt ice cream

Though I’m a big girl, I want to cry
You’re crying while laughing
The you that you show to me is
a secret for me alone

Even though people were envious, jealous, and bullied me, because
strange ones, throughout the ages, are totally isolated, I lived on strong
Unable to get away from busybody bees going bzz, bzz,
amid a whirlpool of rumors, your heart had hung its head in shame

By kissing me,
by sobbing only to me,
you can get worked up like a diesel engine

Though I’m a loser, I’ll fight
Someday I’ll make the world go wow
The you that’s been stripped bare is
a secret for me alone

Though I’m a big girl, I want to cry
You’re crying while laughing
The you that you show to me is
a secret for me alone

Whatever you do, you’re beautiful
Because no one can make a nice face to everyone

Though I’m a big girl, I want to cry
You’re crying while laughing
The you that you show to me is
a secret for me alone

Though I’m a loser, I’ll fight
Someday I’ll make the world go wow
The you that’s been stripped bare is
a secret for me alone

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

whats important?

your story my song is updated...
who got permission can go read...
who wan permission can pm or email me
LOL like lecturer wan give note pulak haha
its
this the word from 2nd last line
sometime...feelings just fuckin weird fuck up thing....

watch a movie...
this a line form the movie
if you not the 1st,you are last
what do you think?
do you think its right?
i not saying grammatically or spelling
well to me its not right
but its not wrong either
to me...
nothing wrong in this world...
if you are a frequent reader of this blog then mayb u know this
and yea the update on other blog oso got touch this a bit
sorry cant put here...just too many personal info bout me n my fren
not in a sense like fb password or bank acc password
its like who you slept with and who stole karu's car
LOL
that 2 only example...
me n my friend never did the 2nd thing
...who knows some fella come here see that n report
die wor...
dah la last time me n my fren all not so good with him
dunwan make new case haha
shit accidently go off topic...
well accident happens...
a lot
btw did you all know 160 die d on this 8th day of ops sikap
and around 11k accident in 8 day
sad right?
so drive safely haha...
fuck b4 i drifted further better end this fast....
if you not the 1st,you are last
to me...
it doesnt need to be always about you
how about we?
1st is just a number...
some people just love to be the 1st
on top of the world...
for me
i hate the 1st
i hate the attention
i hate the expectation
i hate it
BUT
i love win
so how is that?
ok
imagine this
becoming 1st
how to do that?
to be better than anyone else=everyone
other way/word
beat everyone
simplest example
you get 4.0
your friend 3.0,2.4,3.9
you re 1st

win?
you get 4.0
your friend 4.0
which is better?
but hey
no one wanna share
they simply wanna be the best...
why cant people just united and do better
can you imagine how great if iran n us work together
develop something good for human in nuclear tech?

well i can answer that
its human nature
people wanna be the best
they envy others
they greedy for things
you got a bmw...
cool...
but surely you wan 2 million lambo after that...
n yeah...later you most prob wan a private jet
world is a beautiful and funny place
wish im here as spectator
too bad im a player
games anyone?

another crappy post by me
thx for reading

Monday, September 21, 2009

its trend hahaha

another fucked up post...actually its worst what you see is i already fix half ...read if you want
gonna fix later...if i want or feel like to
this is my 1st 1 week holiday since i enter uni....
somehow it seems
once i stop doing something
i most probably wont do it again...
why's that?

2 years ago...

i went to this thing called national service...
before i enter that thing
it was after spm...
so what i do?
sit home
watch tv
24-7
drama
anime
movie
news
talk show
in short
any shitty stuff they put in tv
after national service
i guess some know already
...
i rarely watch tv anymore....
erm should be around,,,
once a week?
haha
well that is after ns until enter uni
after enter uni...
never watch tv
>_<
ok so whats my point here?
its...
my favourite thing since..
erm...
standard 4?
its game...
its been4 days since im home
friday was tiring....
i sleep all day...
saturday...
home all day too..
2 post that day...
yeah i was in front of pc all day...
and...
not dotaing...
thats why can surf all day..
and write all those post...
sunday...
1st day of raya..
wake up at 10am..
alone..
eat n stuff..
then chat...
below post got the thing with jonathan
haha
then...
went to hamizi house...
funny his father say im getting smaller
LOL...
din go anyone house for raya just chat with him for like 3 hour...
go home...
sleep like a pig..
yet again...
today...
surfing again...
find a lot of stuff...
some of em the pic i posted..
and yeah updating this thing you read here
aika invite me to her house..
ask her
who else i know gonna be there
she say
her mother
i din reply after that
went jonathan house with saidy go eat choc something
quite fun hang out with em even for lunchh oni...
then went mcd
see carol...
found out not so nice thing
just the kind of stuff that leave you speechless
go home aika message again...
scolding me
haha
then wan merajuk pulak...
she say
orang jemput datang menolak
tak nak cakap dengan awak
nak merajuk
awak nak buat apa?
i reply
check email ....
and of course
you can expect her cursing me in the next message
then call her say sorry
since i can use up to rm100++ my father encourage me use
since he pay extra to tm
if i dont use mean no need pay phone bill
until use rm100++
really good indicator..
im the only one to blame
if somehow phone bill reach rm100
somehow my parent and siblings dont use phone that much
but then again
even i myself dont call people often...

eh
i totally forgot..
suppose to be about games
ok why?
notice something?
no games in my activities
and around 5 months ago..
at least
i play 2 dota games a day
but this 4 days..
no dota at all
and around 20+ hour of surfing
n this blog i think take 3-4 hours?
haha
but not only games
chatting also really lazy to chat d...
dunno why
oni disturb jonathan,joe kor n jyn ling...
that 1 oso like 30 min?
haha
but dont worry
if you disturb me i'll reply
>_<
but if my status away mayb im out..
like when elaine msg me...
feel bad..
she also rarely disturb me
when say hi din reply pulak
haha really miss our time in ns
>_<

since im infornt pc oni listen to songs...
and browsing the album cover
haha
notice d last time
but din really take time to appreciate it
here the 3 most recent rie fu singles and album cover's
nice eh?
not the most prettiest singer around
the most beautiful maybe
>_<
but i like her music much
>_<
hooray to that haha
XD


present single cover


urban romantic album cover

romantic single cover


my fave song of the album
is not romantic..
or the string version of romantic
or present
but
suki
and
she cant say no
>_<



scary....






it doesnt make any sense...
how can this....



turn to this??





scary to see what world can do....or should i say popularity?


..browsing some stuff...which 1 should i choose?
this 1?
9500gt



or this?
9600gt
cost around rm80++ more...but maybe end of year oni can buy haha