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this gonna be my 2nd attempt to leave this blog...it was created october 2007 when i was in lower 6...planning to abandon this blog few years ago...2 years to be exact...but i guess certain things cant be force...i open a new blog
hafnimatt.wordpress.com... 3 long years and 207 posts..it ends tonight >_<..
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
weird
this week im forced to make decisions....
since theres not much assignment i planned to go home this weekends but like some say...you can only planned but god decides everything...
first my friend ask me go this camp in taiping..since im free this weekends so i say yes...
then i message with donat...he say wanna go out this weekends with sandra all...and i somehow forget about the camp and say yes....
then on wednesday my friend say there;s debate training in kl on the same weekends...swt..i thought of canceling the trip to taiping but...for this training theres no accomodation...swt...and since i dont really like the idea of stayin in my aunt house or my friend house...i turn down the debate training and of course risking my place in the debate team...haha..
and i thought choosing between debate training camp and leadership camp already though enough..suddenly my friend in mestech call and ask to join her group for one more camp this weekends in selangor...hearing this i thought how great coincidence....from jan to march nothing suddenly 3 camp in a single weekend...hm...how not often this happens?haha
since theres not much assignment i planned to go home this weekends but like some say...you can only planned but god decides everything...
first my friend ask me go this camp in taiping..since im free this weekends so i say yes...
then i message with donat...he say wanna go out this weekends with sandra all...and i somehow forget about the camp and say yes....
then on wednesday my friend say there;s debate training in kl on the same weekends...swt..i thought of canceling the trip to taiping but...for this training theres no accomodation...swt...and since i dont really like the idea of stayin in my aunt house or my friend house...i turn down the debate training and of course risking my place in the debate team...haha..
and i thought choosing between debate training camp and leadership camp already though enough..suddenly my friend in mestech call and ask to join her group for one more camp this weekends in selangor...hearing this i thought how great coincidence....from jan to march nothing suddenly 3 camp in a single weekend...hm...how not often this happens?haha
Saturday, February 20, 2010
oh im sooo...
indecisive....went to jusco today to watch movie...
reach there 11.30 and guess what time the movie start?2.30!..damn bored so go walk around window shopping>_<..
watched percy jackson and lightning thief actually i dont really wanna watch that movie but since other movies are full so i decided to go with it..
to be honest to movie is not that bad but not that great..just decent watchable movie..but what i really like about this movie is it involve the story about greek gods
it could be wayy better than harry potter but not original..ok i say that just because i hate harry potter haha..but who knows right?..since im already
started about it why dont i put my thought on that movie eh?
Warning spoiler...i hate to say that but you sould at least expect that right?
its a good movie but everything is cut short and simple that people who know nothing about the greek myth most probably thought that medusa just annoying little pest that get in the way of the hero. oh ya i didnt say anyting about him.
the story revolve around an ordinary boy in school who later found out he is a son of poseidon, god of...er...something..sea i think..to put it simple he is like hercules or achilles half god half human.unlike hercules he dont have thesuper strengh his power is that he can control water,heal him and stuff...his best friend who he tought is an O.K.U turn out to be a satyr if you dont know what is that he is like the hercules trainer the half goat half human creature. And one of his teacher is a centaur played by pierce brosnan wo hoo...too bad he just a side character..so to make it a story someone steal lightning from zeus and he treaten everyone he gonna start a war if he doesnt get his lightning in 14 days. And to involve the hero someone accuse percy to be the thief so everyone went after him. All the secret reveal after the first demon attack(im not sure the name i think its fury).so what they do? Go to half god half human camp..yes i know..harry potter stuff..but the camp only difference is that it is in a forest where all the people wear somewhat like trojan warrior and have pointless practice battle. On the way to the camp or rather at the gate of the camp, a minnoatur (sorry i have no idea how to spell it but try to imagine it as a bull head but with body builder figure with the six pack all and i think cow feet and oh yeah with the size of elephant)come and thought to have killed his mother at first. After few second of fight yes..the hero won killing the big thing. Then scene at camp met the heroine,become hero in pointless battle and yes my favorite part..
hades drop by to trade the lightning with percy’s mom. So he wanna save his mom centaur say no but he do it anyway so off he go finding crystal that can bring them back from the underworld cause it seems easy to go in but no way to go out except the crystal..yes i know some of you dont un what i wrote
1st crystal fight medusa,2nd crystal fight hydra,3rd crystal fight illusion temptation delusion whatever you call it.then go pay a visit to hades and where is the door to hell?..ironicly hollywood..
Found hades and tell he dont have the lightning but coincidenly his trojan shield suddenly glowing at the inside and hades found the lightning. Hades wanna kill them all but saved by hades wife who dont wanna the world to end cause she wont have anyone to hang out with and gonna stuck in hell with hades forever...since everyone is dead.
So hades dead and they wanna return but only 3 crystal and 4 people..the satyr decided to stay..after that they wanna go to mount olympus but find themself in the empire state building..why?..oh the gate to olympus is there..wth..but just as they wanna go inside the gate,Luke, the one who gave percy the shield come to stop them..it seem he is the lightning thief and he want zeus to start a war so that all god die and half god replace them..so fight fight hero win they give back the lightning to zeus the boy met his father poseidon and the girl met her mom er...i know its know aprhodite...some girl god the strategist i think.so ...happy ending
See the storyline quite quick and there;s no character development. The battle is fake, some of the things look pointless and unoriginal..i talking about the camp,trojan training .duh..i think sky high makes more sense
Ok enough movie back to real life..after i watch movie i thought of buying some shirt.go padini,nike,reject shop, all la..but i dont really feel like worth buying...is it just me or the design few years ago are better...i really would want to have all that time..so in the end i didnt buy anything cause the one i like are few and all of em have size issues.so does boots..i plan to buy football boot since my old one ‘crack’ few months ago and im playing football in the field using futsal shoes which is effing slippery if the grass is wet..not to mention my shoe color is white...i need to wash it everytime after i play..but come to think of it 90% of my shoe are white haha only my old boot and the shoe i use to work at jusco are black..
Night..i do something for the first time and it feels ackward..message my coursemate jhen what time he wanna pick me up tomoro cause going back to uni together..its the 5th time i gonna go back with him but he dont wanna accept money..seriously i feel wrong..so i thought of buying ciggarates for him since he smoke. I dont really like treat someone to dinner or lunch..no idea why..so i thought of message his friend which brand he usually buy..lol remind me of something..i do this to ask my friend address and she end up calling me a stalker..well if she wanna think im like that..so be it..im a stalker>_
reach there 11.30 and guess what time the movie start?2.30!..damn bored so go walk around window shopping>_<..
watched percy jackson and lightning thief actually i dont really wanna watch that movie but since other movies are full so i decided to go with it..
to be honest to movie is not that bad but not that great..just decent watchable movie..but what i really like about this movie is it involve the story about greek gods
it could be wayy better than harry potter but not original..ok i say that just because i hate harry potter haha..but who knows right?..since im already
started about it why dont i put my thought on that movie eh?
Warning spoiler...i hate to say that but you sould at least expect that right?
its a good movie but everything is cut short and simple that people who know nothing about the greek myth most probably thought that medusa just annoying little pest that get in the way of the hero. oh ya i didnt say anyting about him.
the story revolve around an ordinary boy in school who later found out he is a son of poseidon, god of...er...something..sea i think..to put it simple he is like hercules or achilles half god half human.unlike hercules he dont have thesuper strengh his power is that he can control water,heal him and stuff...his best friend who he tought is an O.K.U turn out to be a satyr if you dont know what is that he is like the hercules trainer the half goat half human creature. And one of his teacher is a centaur played by pierce brosnan wo hoo...too bad he just a side character..so to make it a story someone steal lightning from zeus and he treaten everyone he gonna start a war if he doesnt get his lightning in 14 days. And to involve the hero someone accuse percy to be the thief so everyone went after him. All the secret reveal after the first demon attack(im not sure the name i think its fury).so what they do? Go to half god half human camp..yes i know..harry potter stuff..but the camp only difference is that it is in a forest where all the people wear somewhat like trojan warrior and have pointless practice battle. On the way to the camp or rather at the gate of the camp, a minnoatur (sorry i have no idea how to spell it but try to imagine it as a bull head but with body builder figure with the six pack all and i think cow feet and oh yeah with the size of elephant)come and thought to have killed his mother at first. After few second of fight yes..the hero won killing the big thing. Then scene at camp met the heroine,become hero in pointless battle and yes my favorite part..
hades drop by to trade the lightning with percy’s mom. So he wanna save his mom centaur say no but he do it anyway so off he go finding crystal that can bring them back from the underworld cause it seems easy to go in but no way to go out except the crystal..yes i know some of you dont un what i wrote
1st crystal fight medusa,2nd crystal fight hydra,3rd crystal fight illusion temptation delusion whatever you call it.then go pay a visit to hades and where is the door to hell?..ironicly hollywood..
Found hades and tell he dont have the lightning but coincidenly his trojan shield suddenly glowing at the inside and hades found the lightning. Hades wanna kill them all but saved by hades wife who dont wanna the world to end cause she wont have anyone to hang out with and gonna stuck in hell with hades forever...since everyone is dead.
So hades dead and they wanna return but only 3 crystal and 4 people..the satyr decided to stay..after that they wanna go to mount olympus but find themself in the empire state building..why?..oh the gate to olympus is there..wth..but just as they wanna go inside the gate,Luke, the one who gave percy the shield come to stop them..it seem he is the lightning thief and he want zeus to start a war so that all god die and half god replace them..so fight fight hero win they give back the lightning to zeus the boy met his father poseidon and the girl met her mom er...i know its know aprhodite...some girl god the strategist i think.so ...happy ending
See the storyline quite quick and there;s no character development. The battle is fake, some of the things look pointless and unoriginal..i talking about the camp,trojan training .duh..i think sky high makes more sense
Ok enough movie back to real life..after i watch movie i thought of buying some shirt.go padini,nike,reject shop, all la..but i dont really feel like worth buying...is it just me or the design few years ago are better...i really would want to have all that time..so in the end i didnt buy anything cause the one i like are few and all of em have size issues.so does boots..i plan to buy football boot since my old one ‘crack’ few months ago and im playing football in the field using futsal shoes which is effing slippery if the grass is wet..not to mention my shoe color is white...i need to wash it everytime after i play..but come to think of it 90% of my shoe are white haha only my old boot and the shoe i use to work at jusco are black..
Night..i do something for the first time and it feels ackward..message my coursemate jhen what time he wanna pick me up tomoro cause going back to uni together..its the 5th time i gonna go back with him but he dont wanna accept money..seriously i feel wrong..so i thought of buying ciggarates for him since he smoke. I dont really like treat someone to dinner or lunch..no idea why..so i thought of message his friend which brand he usually buy..lol remind me of something..i do this to ask my friend address and she end up calling me a stalker..well if she wanna think im like that..so be it..im a stalker>_
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
deeper conversation
is your favorite color blue?
do you always tell the truth?
did someone took a portion of your heart?
and if you dont mind can you tell me all your hope and fears
and everything that you believe in
would you make a difference in the world
i love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
only you can make me....
do you always tell the truth?
did someone took a portion of your heart?
and if you dont mind can you tell me all your hope and fears
and everything that you believe in
would you make a difference in the world
i love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
only you can make me....
Sunday, February 14, 2010
gloria~~
never thought i gonna post another song by yui... but here it goes
ah ah ah ah ah
Miwaku no tobira jyuurai no tenbou datte
yuragisou ni naru seishun jidai de
jinsei ga kawaru koishitai no ni
okubyou ni naru mondai yamadzuminan da
kotae wo michibiku tame ni ha This feeling
kirisuterarenai All night long
Yume janaiyai yai yai yai yai?
te ga todokisou na GLORIA
tama ni mienakunatte
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
chikamichi wo sagashite mo onaji ne
mata mayotte shimau desho
ah ah ah ah ah
seikousha no koe takadaka ni
kataru EPISOODO taningoto mitai
ima no watashi chiisana heya de
kangaeteiru kuusou no mirai ni
toikakete miru keredo That feeling
IMEEJI dekinai no ga All night long
Maketenai yai yai yai yai?
Kagayaku saki ni GLORIA
chikadzuiteru hazu sa
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
Mou dare no sei ni mo shinai yo
zenbu dakishimeteiku
Muchuu ni narena kya uso ne
uh uh uh sakura ga saku koro ni kitto
uh uh uh atarashii jibun ni deaeru no
yume janai hazu yo mukuwareru to shinjiteru
hontou ha kowaii kedo
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
kuyashii kimochi ga aru kara Get Glory days*
Maketenai yai yai yai yai?
kagayaku saki ni GLORIA
chikadzuiteru hazu sa
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
nemurenai yoru ni hitori
hiza wo kakaekonde mo
baby naiteru jikan ha nai
ah ah ah ah ah
English Translation
ah ah ah ah ah
The door to fascination? Even your view of your future
Tries to change, because of your youth
Your life changes, you want a girlfriend/boyfriend
But you become a coward, it's like a mountain full of challenges
In order to find the answer,
I can't throw away this feeling, all night long
Isn't it your dream?
Just a bit more, and you feel you can reach it
Sometimes I can't see it anymore
Cry?
It's the same even if you look for a shortcut
You'll just get lost again
ah ah ah ah ah
All the successful people, they boast
about their experiences, but they sound like they're talking about others
And here I am, in this small room
Thinking, Dreaming of my future
I ask myself, but
I can't imagine that feeling, all night long
Aren't you losing?
GLORIA just past that bright future
You sure are getting closer
Cry?
I won't blame others anymore
I'll take it all myself
If you can't forget about youself and do this frantically, it's all a lie
uh uh uh When sakura starts blooming
uh uh uh I'll probably be able to find my new self
It's not a dream, you believe that you can do this
Although I'm scared inside
Cry?
You feel vexed, so Get glory days
Aren't you losing?
GLORIA in front of the bright future
You sure are getting closer
Cry?
Alone during sleepless nights
Even when you wrap your arms around your knees
baby theres no time to cry
ah ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah ah
Miwaku no tobira jyuurai no tenbou datte
yuragisou ni naru seishun jidai de
jinsei ga kawaru koishitai no ni
okubyou ni naru mondai yamadzuminan da
kotae wo michibiku tame ni ha This feeling
kirisuterarenai All night long
Yume janaiyai yai yai yai yai?
te ga todokisou na GLORIA
tama ni mienakunatte
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
chikamichi wo sagashite mo onaji ne
mata mayotte shimau desho
ah ah ah ah ah
seikousha no koe takadaka ni
kataru EPISOODO taningoto mitai
ima no watashi chiisana heya de
kangaeteiru kuusou no mirai ni
toikakete miru keredo That feeling
IMEEJI dekinai no ga All night long
Maketenai yai yai yai yai?
Kagayaku saki ni GLORIA
chikadzuiteru hazu sa
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
Mou dare no sei ni mo shinai yo
zenbu dakishimeteiku
Muchuu ni narena kya uso ne
uh uh uh sakura ga saku koro ni kitto
uh uh uh atarashii jibun ni deaeru no
yume janai hazu yo mukuwareru to shinjiteru
hontou ha kowaii kedo
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
kuyashii kimochi ga aru kara Get Glory days*
Maketenai yai yai yai yai?
kagayaku saki ni GLORIA
chikadzuiteru hazu sa
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
nemurenai yoru ni hitori
hiza wo kakaekonde mo
baby naiteru jikan ha nai
ah ah ah ah ah
English Translation
ah ah ah ah ah
The door to fascination? Even your view of your future
Tries to change, because of your youth
Your life changes, you want a girlfriend/boyfriend
But you become a coward, it's like a mountain full of challenges
In order to find the answer,
I can't throw away this feeling, all night long
Isn't it your dream?
Just a bit more, and you feel you can reach it
Sometimes I can't see it anymore
Cry?
It's the same even if you look for a shortcut
You'll just get lost again
ah ah ah ah ah
All the successful people, they boast
about their experiences, but they sound like they're talking about others
And here I am, in this small room
Thinking, Dreaming of my future
I ask myself, but
I can't imagine that feeling, all night long
Aren't you losing?
GLORIA just past that bright future
You sure are getting closer
Cry?
I won't blame others anymore
I'll take it all myself
If you can't forget about youself and do this frantically, it's all a lie
uh uh uh When sakura starts blooming
uh uh uh I'll probably be able to find my new self
It's not a dream, you believe that you can do this
Although I'm scared inside
Cry?
You feel vexed, so Get glory days
Aren't you losing?
GLORIA in front of the bright future
You sure are getting closer
Cry?
Alone during sleepless nights
Even when you wrap your arms around your knees
baby theres no time to cry
ah ah ah ah ah
Sunday, February 7, 2010
a beautiful word
heard one beautiful word today...yesterday is memories,today is truth and tomorrow is hope..just how true is that?...it really meant a lot for me..
yesterday i met you i know you..we laugh together..went thru good times and bad times..i miss it...i wont forget it...
today...im not with you...im with someone else..im happy to be here but i wont forget that im once with you
tomorrow...i hope somehow we'll meet again...no matter when..,dota,movies,mcd anything!...as long as you remember this one unimportant person for you right now..hope someway..we'll laugh about yesterday...i hope...
who am i dedicate this to?...you...i miss you.....im not emo or homesick or anything trust me!>_<...im doing an assignment right now and found this word and suddenly think of my past life..thats all
yesterday i met you i know you..we laugh together..went thru good times and bad times..i miss it...i wont forget it...
today...im not with you...im with someone else..im happy to be here but i wont forget that im once with you
tomorrow...i hope somehow we'll meet again...no matter when..,dota,movies,mcd anything!...as long as you remember this one unimportant person for you right now..hope someway..we'll laugh about yesterday...i hope...
who am i dedicate this to?...you...i miss you.....im not emo or homesick or anything trust me!>_<...im doing an assignment right now and found this word and suddenly think of my past life..thats all
Saturday, February 6, 2010
bless
laruku new single bless>_<..love the song but the mv... i dont quite like it...wasted few minute download the hd version of the vid...
Kimi e to yume wa ima
Tooi chiheisen e mukai yasashii ude kara
Zutto kaketekitandane
Saisho wa chiisai hohaba de
Hitotsu hitotsu ho wo susume
Furimukeba nagai ashiato
Nigandetemo massugu
You have come a long way
Everything is for today
Kimi he to yume wa ima - Me no mae de kirameiteru
Hanabira no maifuru you na yuki ga shukufuku shita
Hanabanashii kisetsu mo yokome ni sugisari
Tameiki shiroku tsuite
Mayottari mo shita kedo
Shinto haritsumeta fuukei
Kodou wa takanari wo oboe
Afureru omoi wa kono shunkan wo koeru
Everything is for today
Sora e to kanenone ga toki wo tsuge narihibikuyo
Tsubasa hiroge tobidatteyuku kimi ni shukufuku are
Omoi wo nose kimi wa ima daichi wo keru
Kokoro hitotsu yorokobi mo kanashimi mo zembu tsumekonde
Kimi he to yume wa ima - Me no mae de kirameiteru
Hanabira no maifuru you na yuki ga shukufuku shita
Kimi e to yume wa ima
Tooi chiheisen e mukai yasashii ude kara
Zutto kaketekitandane
Saisho wa chiisai hohaba de
Hitotsu hitotsu ho wo susume
Furimukeba nagai ashiato
Nigandetemo massugu
You have come a long way
Everything is for today
Kimi he to yume wa ima - Me no mae de kirameiteru
Hanabira no maifuru you na yuki ga shukufuku shita
Hanabanashii kisetsu mo yokome ni sugisari
Tameiki shiroku tsuite
Mayottari mo shita kedo
Shinto haritsumeta fuukei
Kodou wa takanari wo oboe
Afureru omoi wa kono shunkan wo koeru
Everything is for today
Sora e to kanenone ga toki wo tsuge narihibikuyo
Tsubasa hiroge tobidatteyuku kimi ni shukufuku are
Omoi wo nose kimi wa ima daichi wo keru
Kokoro hitotsu yorokobi mo kanashimi mo zembu tsumekonde
Kimi he to yume wa ima - Me no mae de kirameiteru
Hanabira no maifuru you na yuki ga shukufuku shita
Friday, February 5, 2010
200th post
what should i write?life?trust me its boring...except the part i somehow throw a bowling ball from my lane and somehow ended up in my friend lane...don't ask how...
chinese new year is approaching fast so does assignment..but this year everything kinda went smoothly...except the part where i dont put battery on the notebook..and...my friend accidently switch off the plug.....movies...watch toothfairy great movie, i love the rock, go watch it. simple as that. then just now watch pisau cukur...yes i love some malay movie...try watch it..you may love it...but even some of my malay friend dont like it...they say..erm..very...kl-ish..the movie is directed by bernard chauly..i love his works and afdlin shauki's works...gonna upload the dancing scene if i got time...and good internet connection...cant even upload pic on facebook with the hostel wifi,p1 or maxis broadband....'i live in a jungle'...if a foreigner ask me where i live n how my internet speed...
my life is boring..its a fact..if you say your life is more dull than mine...maybe..cause we all living a boring life,,,,study study study..work...i wanna join activities...but either im lazy or scared or stupid or something...they organized a lot of stuff in uni but everytime i ask my friend join they either say lazy or no money...and like last time my english lecturer ask me to join the debate team..yes im excited but not confident enough and when she say the name she ask to join i was like...whoa..great...all somewhat like band 6 student..and im like nothing..but....i when i ask all this fella whether they wanna join the debate team guess what they say..lazy la..no money la...swt..wtf...same answer like my friend...so if you ever wonder why the malay school debater suck ass shit....simply because...the real good english speaking fella lazy wanna join this kind of stuff....sad eh?...and yeah..later i found out one of my friend join the debate team..and seriously...he suck....oh well...that their problem now...and then theres trip to gunung kinabalu..quite cheap...rm500 i think..if wanna go yourself i think need around rm1000++..again...my friend dont want and i just simply...scared...dont know why...i want to but i dont want to...hell there even hot girls going but i just simply cant...sad rite?but my problem with stranger not only with girls...even in football field..whenever semester 4 or 5 student wanna join us play football i cant getting along with em even if we're on the same team..worst thing is..i walk away
talking about walking away...been done that a hell lot over the year...whenever someone angry, or talks bad about me or i dont feel comfortable with a certain situation.....i walk away.....running from problems...damn....thinking of this i remember being scolded by my math teacher in form 6....she directly scold me for trying to run away...what i do?she remind us few times she gonna give a short test and i skip school...normally teachers just shake their head or something but direct scolding in front of class....yes it do hurt but its hard to break the habit...........damn wrong song at wrong time...now listening to olivia ong's fades away...sad song for sad time...i think its time to kill some zombies....l4d2!..thanks for reading
chinese new year is approaching fast so does assignment..but this year everything kinda went smoothly...except the part where i dont put battery on the notebook..and...my friend accidently switch off the plug.....movies...watch toothfairy great movie, i love the rock, go watch it. simple as that. then just now watch pisau cukur...yes i love some malay movie...try watch it..you may love it...but even some of my malay friend dont like it...they say..erm..very...kl-ish..the movie is directed by bernard chauly..i love his works and afdlin shauki's works...gonna upload the dancing scene if i got time...and good internet connection...cant even upload pic on facebook with the hostel wifi,p1 or maxis broadband....'i live in a jungle'...if a foreigner ask me where i live n how my internet speed...
my life is boring..its a fact..if you say your life is more dull than mine...maybe..cause we all living a boring life,,,,study study study..work...i wanna join activities...but either im lazy or scared or stupid or something...they organized a lot of stuff in uni but everytime i ask my friend join they either say lazy or no money...and like last time my english lecturer ask me to join the debate team..yes im excited but not confident enough and when she say the name she ask to join i was like...whoa..great...all somewhat like band 6 student..and im like nothing..but....i when i ask all this fella whether they wanna join the debate team guess what they say..lazy la..no money la...swt..wtf...same answer like my friend...so if you ever wonder why the malay school debater suck ass shit....simply because...the real good english speaking fella lazy wanna join this kind of stuff....sad eh?...and yeah..later i found out one of my friend join the debate team..and seriously...he suck....oh well...that their problem now...and then theres trip to gunung kinabalu..quite cheap...rm500 i think..if wanna go yourself i think need around rm1000++..again...my friend dont want and i just simply...scared...dont know why...i want to but i dont want to...hell there even hot girls going but i just simply cant...sad rite?but my problem with stranger not only with girls...even in football field..whenever semester 4 or 5 student wanna join us play football i cant getting along with em even if we're on the same team..worst thing is..i walk away
talking about walking away...been done that a hell lot over the year...whenever someone angry, or talks bad about me or i dont feel comfortable with a certain situation.....i walk away.....running from problems...damn....thinking of this i remember being scolded by my math teacher in form 6....she directly scold me for trying to run away...what i do?she remind us few times she gonna give a short test and i skip school...normally teachers just shake their head or something but direct scolding in front of class....yes it do hurt but its hard to break the habit...........damn wrong song at wrong time...now listening to olivia ong's fades away...sad song for sad time...i think its time to kill some zombies....l4d2!..thanks for reading
Thursday, January 7, 2010
his day
Do some crazy stuff today. My parent cant send me to uni since they gonna send my cousin for some registration. Maybe uni too. Hell like i care. That kid got parent. But divorced. Father somewhere in somewhere. Mother cant take leave. My parent is somewhat the type put family first very different than me. Oh wait. Everyone different than me in my family. Im weird. Enough said. And personally i dont really care how im going back to uni. My father knows that. So basically today went to uni to register and put my stuff at the hostel. Driving. Alone.>_<. 6.50am-wake up. my stupid brother and sister didn't wake me up earlier. they only know to wake me at 6.50am so around 7am i can fetch them 2 at 7 after eat and everything leave house at 7.20.yes both my sis and bro are late. 9.30am-reach penang zzzz this is not my diary. shouldn't do like this. But all the event kinda fun didnt want to skip much at the bank to pay for registration fees this one guy suppose to give us the stupid number...he's an ass. While writing down the pay slip i see this guy damn friendly with leng luis and aweks(swt im not sure what malay call pretty girls. i know its leng lui and sarike for chinese and indians)and kinda ignore the old uncle who like standing in front of him like stupid cause didnt know how to use atm machine. Luckily the bored bank security guard come to save the day(yes i always ask security guard if im not sure how to do something in banks. Its better than ask all the rushing clerks at the bank;p). I didnt think he's an ass until i stand in front of him for like 10 sec before he decides to give his friendly service in helping one lost damsel in distress behind me. With his not-so-charming smile he offered his hand and the helpless lady hand in some bank book and with overwhelming confident the a**hole use his perfectly chosen words to astound the lady with his not-so-great knowledge. And as many fairy tales goes the lady thanking the hero knowing that she debted to him as if not for his assistance she would never withdraw her money or the cheque cant be claim or something and she would eventually die. Actually im not that piss off with that guy what makes me remember him is that i said to him 'desperate sangat ke?' and he give me one kind of look then i just smile and shake my head. make some new friend while registering but doesnt really matter. What shit is one friend or so i called a 'friend' actually bad mouth me and my friend told me today. Finish register went to my 'new room' tell you all later bout that and found out a lot of people already register. So,install the new cod-mw2 i bought after went to the bank>_<>_<. If that is the way you treat your friend. Maybe you can count me out..or......maybe you're jealous of me?????????haha..i know you gonna read this sooner or later that's why i put it here hope you read it somehow i have no grudge against you or anything but i really hate hating people theres too much of hate already and i always thought of this phrase-its better to have more friend than enemy. But one thing you should know. i didnt mad or anything really...i just dont care..thats all..my friend all kinda know me already and they all kinda cool with me. Made a lot of friend in uni and most of em know im an ok guy thats why they tell me if got gossip bout me..at least people notice me here compared to last time haha>_<>_<>_< kelam haha...quite nice around 7pm headed ipoh.i'll be scolded if my parent know i drive all the way up north haha
Sunday, January 3, 2010
and he decides..
For me this is the most beautiful song of the decade....
Yu Jian (Sun Yan-zi)
Ting jian Dong tian de li kai
Wo zai mou nian mou yue xing guo lai
Wo xiang Wo deng Wo qi dai
Wei lai que bu neng yin ci an pai
Yin tian Bang wan Che chuang wai
Wei lai you yi ge ren zai deng dai
Xiang zuo Xiang you Xiang qian kan
Ai yao guai ji ge wan cai lai
Wo yu jian shei Hui you zen yang de dui bai
Wo deng de ren Ta zai duo yuan de wei lai
Wo ting jian feng Lai zi di tie he ren hai
Wo pai zhe dui Na zhe ai de hao ma pai
Wo wang qian fei Fei guo yi pian shi jian hai
Wo men ye chang zai ai qing li shou shang hai
Wo kan zhe lu Meng de ru kou you dian zhai
Wo yu jian ni shi zui mei li de yi wai
Zhong you yi tian Wo de mi di hui jie kai
To Meet (Stefanie Sun)
I can hear the winter leaving
I am awaking in some year, some month
I think, I wait, I am awaiting
But the future can't be arranged like this
An overcast dusk outside the car window
In the future, someone is expecting me
Look to the left, to the right, to the front
How many twists and turns will love take before coming?
What kind of conversation will I have when I meet someone?
The person I'm waiting for, how distant is he in my future?
I hear the wind coming from the subway and crowd of people
I'm standing in line, holding onto love's ticket number*
I fly forwards, flying across an ocean of time
We are also often hurt while in love
I look at the road, the entrance to this dream is a little narrow
Me meeting you is the most beautiful accident
There must be a day when I'll find a solution to the puzzle
Yu Jian (Sun Yan-zi)
Ting jian Dong tian de li kai
Wo zai mou nian mou yue xing guo lai
Wo xiang Wo deng Wo qi dai
Wei lai que bu neng yin ci an pai
Yin tian Bang wan Che chuang wai
Wei lai you yi ge ren zai deng dai
Xiang zuo Xiang you Xiang qian kan
Ai yao guai ji ge wan cai lai
Wo yu jian shei Hui you zen yang de dui bai
Wo deng de ren Ta zai duo yuan de wei lai
Wo ting jian feng Lai zi di tie he ren hai
Wo pai zhe dui Na zhe ai de hao ma pai
Wo wang qian fei Fei guo yi pian shi jian hai
Wo men ye chang zai ai qing li shou shang hai
Wo kan zhe lu Meng de ru kou you dian zhai
Wo yu jian ni shi zui mei li de yi wai
Zhong you yi tian Wo de mi di hui jie kai
To Meet (Stefanie Sun)
I can hear the winter leaving
I am awaking in some year, some month
I think, I wait, I am awaiting
But the future can't be arranged like this
An overcast dusk outside the car window
In the future, someone is expecting me
Look to the left, to the right, to the front
How many twists and turns will love take before coming?
What kind of conversation will I have when I meet someone?
The person I'm waiting for, how distant is he in my future?
I hear the wind coming from the subway and crowd of people
I'm standing in line, holding onto love's ticket number*
I fly forwards, flying across an ocean of time
We are also often hurt while in love
I look at the road, the entrance to this dream is a little narrow
Me meeting you is the most beautiful accident
There must be a day when I'll find a solution to the puzzle
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