new blog song

i put 2 song and since valentine is near i put 2 love song haha...but never really celebrate it n mayb probably never will hahahaXD oh n yeah your story my song is updated

if you come to me

So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you've got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Through out all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Hey there dont you know
You gotta slow down before you know
You gonna brake down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be
A little helpful when you think of me
A little careful when you're close to me
Coz baby i loved you from the start

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

(I love you)

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

cool song for valentine eh...kinda addicted to it haha..

dunwan b emo

sum1 try to make me emo today...sohai fella hahaha

dunwan b emo i wan be this

malay ??? melayu....

erm kinda talk many stuff bout melayu these days..maybe cause finally after 5 year finally my malay friend are more than indian+chinese combined..and yea get kutuk-ed a lot...like i dunnoe wth is ulam or erm...i forget d...some malay traditional salad lah....i mean is that even my fault my mother din serve that often??or more like never???haha...my family damn simple 1...no durian during durian season and stuff...just go tesco buy some apple or oranges or watermelon...repeat that every single month thats all...no rambutan or manggis or whatever local fruit n stuff..and yeah they say gonna bully me again tomorrow...sigh...sometime people find it funny when see some people dunnoe the so called routine food and stuff....but wth la....2nd thing is about marriage...for some reason talk a lot bout this kinda weird for me cause kinda new to me but for them they already like 25 so not really wrong for em to think bout this...learn few new stuff...and what girl like hahaha....kinda weird these days...surrounded by girls....whereever i go sure go out with girls 1...workplace is 1...go out oso 1...house oso 1.....the weirdest part or very uncomfortable for me is....go see girls cloth with jyn ling...i mean the promoter there was like welcome welcome...jyn ling was like browsing for dress and i was like....er..what am i suppose to do????i dont even like to shop for my own stuff...now go window shopping for girl stuff???man hopefully i wont turn to sotong.....haha..i wan write a lot more so basicly all these kinda the summary la....oh ya been kinda more blur than usual these few days...thats y the girls kinda bull y me....like everythin they make fun of me i was like huh?and they giggle i was like....er..........what??maybe cuz no enuff sleep....here what i do these past few days....tuesday 10am working...tuesday 11 pm...fnish work....wednesday 0am play with graphic card option n screwed up the start menu button and tray icon...wednesday suppose fnd way to fix but chat with adibah until 3am....4am still playing dota...5am, oni find way to fix the thing...6am mission complete...fix d...7am fetch bro go school 8am sleep...10am wake up n go jusco...7pm reach home forget forget forget 12am chat againg with ppl...3 am thursday oni sleep...6am wake up..7.20 go jog with faris as usual..go home at12pm do some chores....2pm at work d....thrsday 11pm on9...chat with adibah until 3am friday as usual......wake up 6 as usual but this time go faris house no jog....@@ d....even around 12 almost zzz at his house...1pm fiday pick up bro 2pm pray 3pm on9 4pm ready for work d.....friday 11pm fucked up my msn....install update which later turn out to be the new msn 2009...and yea it is fucked up.....suppose to fix it but go chat with adibah till 3am on saturday.....usually i would go fix the msn right away but considering i got afternoon shft until monday...i be a good boy and listen to her sleep at 3am.....saturday wake up at 11am...finnaly a good 8 hour sleep....but 1pm already at work....11.30 on9....check mail...try msn whether still bad or ok d....still bad...chat with joe kor...play dota at 12.30am sunday...
2.30 sunday joe kor sleep o begin my mission....at 3.30 finish...now updating this blog until 4.10.am...basicly gonna sleep at 4.30.....wake up at 6 then go pasar karat near my school there find some stuff to burn my cash.....most prob something i wont use...work then go home mayb on9 again then sleep late AGAIN...then go fariss house early in the morn....and feel zzzzzz AGAIN!

enuff with my schedule.....no time to ps2 or drama or anime eh....msn....really fucked up.....i 1st thought the av block it...so i go see 1 by 1 what they block and stuff it look something like this pic below....in the end just wasting my fuckin time..cuz the main prob is the theme im using...so basicly from nice custom xp theme turn into some windows 98 style pc....actually can use the normal xp theme...the blue 1....but i just sick of it even when i havent use it for more than 2 years already haha..so basiccly heres the stuff i check on my av and my new desktop look haha



kinda fucked up la this month already 3 things happen with my pc...1st the toolbar gone...then i go change the DNS server which make the internet freakin slow..which later oni i remember that i change it after the internet become slow...now this msn...man so fucked up..... 4.30 d....dunwan break my schedule hehee...nitez

updated

blog updated 6th feb 0.50 am...in the other blog.....

5th feb

erm suppose to update on todays outing...but just upload few pic to pc....haiz dunnoe what to write...lazy wan write if chat with ppl....feel like ignore other ppl.......nvm la just cut it short....watch wedding game and all well end well...both oso chinese...cinema...1st show...like no ppl...2nd show...too many ppl we have to sit quite in front.......lazy wan write bout today....move on lo....

yea few pic from my work place..or more like the ppl in my work place...lets face it most of you all go jusco AT LEAST once a month..

one hell of free people....nothing better to do

with jia jun..kinda my best buddy in my 1st week...he quit d..continue study

what more can i ask..girls love act cute...promoting shirt hahabus on fire....not something you see everyday...too bad too small..hard to seeanother pic of that....was taken when i was on my way to work

for some reason my phone cam really fucked up now...need get a new phone...mayb in april..oh let april be here fastXD

2am!!!!!!!!i love it...dont you?????

2am!!!!!!!!i love it...don't you?????the usual 2am calmness n quietness always sooth up my feeling... LOL kelamnya i think that's a big error in essay but wth rite? working....its officially 10 day tomoro and BIG thing gonna happen in my work place which involve me and i not happy about it...more like things actualy but wth...1st most of people i know is their last day.....shit eh?..suppose to be my last day also but ....other people misfortune is my fortune...they want fire 1 guy and replace by me..cause simply im the only 1 good enough to replace him...seriously......and yeah till this second this guy dunnoe he gonna be cut tomorrow....so basicly all of us laughing together and stuff and this guy can even feel proud that he can choose what time he come in for work....ok here is the full story since i free now....i dont want to use real name so just put it like this...

A is the biggest fella there kinda like my boss..shes the 1 take me in...B is the problematic fella which gonna be fired..when i come to work this B guy thought me everythin i need to know bout my work la....but after work he get into an accident and didnt show up for work 2 days before CNY...which is later turn out to be seriously fucking hectic...and A is not so happy about it n decide to cut him out and ask me whether i wan cont till june..which kinda perfect cause i wan do part time can go out a lot and until june also where usually the college start....that time i was NOOB i dunnoe anything that was going on i just happy that i get offer to cont la....and then CNY monday...this guy showed up not very happy cause his leg still not heal but A tell him to work also and i still unaware the politic behind the scene...and then he was ask to arrange everythin in store as punishment and after a while i decide to help him since i got nothing better to do cause i dont really know other people there...in store B was whining bout A force him to come to work with his leg condition and bla bla bla leg bla bla bla leg...and he leave the store say he kenot stand the pain d n left me alone there....after finish work i go out and A come to me and ask me what B said to me...and later explain B is problematic here some bad stuff bout B that A told me
-always come late
-after punch card didnt show up at counter
-B got brag many stupid thing to A...like how easy to sleep while workin in supermarket cause no people supervise you,how smart he is to quit supermarket job before the supermarket get a rennovation cause theres just too much work if he stays
and a lot more which i lazy wan write...

ok la lets get to the endin i lazy wan type d...so basiclly i just kinda in the middle of these 2 cause im the neutral 1...jusco is having a rennovation!!!woot hahaha nthing much actually just change the cloth to 1st floor and the kitchen stuff and all in the ground floor...at least thats what i heard...and A scared B quit before the thing n left the other 2 girl who in charge of my place work like hell to move all the stuff from ground floor to 1st floor...and kinda make me feel bad cause he still enjoy himself cause he is the friendly type or you can say typical malay who disturb any1 friendly and many ppl like him surprisingly...including my mother...in the end i just feel that....
screw LAH......i just wan a fuckin nice job with fuckin nice pay with fuckin nice time n this job fits in perfectly......so if he gonna hate me after this i dun mind la....but do any of you know y i telling you all of this cause i notice all this story lead to nowhere...cause theres just too many stuff happen and i cant write 10 days of working experience in 30 min...mayb i will try to update later....erm maybe this 3 should be interesting....22 years old colleague married d,shout at own worker,my usual blurness+stupidy..erm mayb i should update more but i doubt i write all the above 3 story and kinda like 20 interesting story rather than 3 but just leave like that lo...nitez ya..thx for readingXD

thoughts from thinking-words from hand-emotion by heart

i want to make a post..cause i dont wan this blog to miss january...think bout what to write..few hours ago i was thinkin bout what happen to me now so feel kinda emo...and i thought this gonna be an emo post..and thinkin bout it makes me wan laugh and all the emo feeling all gone..but i still wan make emo post and unfortunately after go few site i got tired n here i am..not happy or emo...just wan to finish this off asap and go zzzzzzzzzzz.......so i dunnoe whether this is serious or emo or happy or stupid crappy post....mayb shud name it a seriously happy idiot crappy post lol in malay seorang bodoh yang betul2 happy mengarut/merepek(ridiculous) punya post...in the end of the day i still try to make some lame joke so i can smile a bit....ya ive been thinkin on my way home today...eh wait...shud i start with wth ive been doin since the last post 1st????..dun think have time la...i think just skip my 1st time golf thingy all...ok think on way home...ive been workin for 2 days now n suddenly got offer mayb i can extend till june which is perfect..but meaning i have no time to hang out with my fren....anymore...last time after spm i not working also..so i ask other fren go out often and when they say they work i sure like..

.fuck u la..this mayb last time hang out together n you dunwan go go die at your work place la....bring all your money to the grave and buy yourself out of death and work till the world end..that time we all die d so no need see us........


yeah i do know how make other people feel guilty and miserable...but just recently i go to someone house and say to my friend...here the conversation

me-they all so close i bet they all prioratize family 1st
someone(i forget her name)-ya la kan kita semua macam tu?
me-eh for me i think career 1st family 2nd..you wont make a happy family if you dont have money to support your family
someone-HAHAHA kerja pun tak ada career 1st pulak
me-LOL bukan sekarang la i mean after college and stuff
someone-but money isnt everythng
me-true but it is something and better than nothing...and if no career means you got nothing
someone-tak tahu la tapi kita memang macam tu..mungkin perempuan je
me-dunnoe la maybe saya la...sebab sekarang macam kalau family ada wedding ke apa mesti saya 1st yang lari blababla
and so on.....

after thinkin this i guessing what will become of me....work work work??but i really really wan to spend time with my 2 friend which i surely gonna die for.......but i just wont quit the job...not like i desperate for money or something but i just wont quit..and now got offer to extend until june...i cant say no straight....i just dont know....why...........when i was told this i was like...............at that moment i only think of 2 person....adibah and hamizi....i badly wanted to go out with them but against superb job and superb pay and superb colleague ...simply make me completely feel empty....ok what you think of this...hamizi go out from ship in port klang after almost a year in oversea and straight called his family and me to tell he gonna come back in febuary...adibah also special to me...the fact that she gonna go australia for 4 year since the 1st time i know her just like...its feel something inside you that you feel lost....that isnt complete...lol like wan confess love haha...i dunnoe whether she or her friend gonna read this or my fucking friend gonna tell this to her bro but i feel kinda safe cause people dont really read this blog...and the person really bored or care bout me will read this cause it is a hell of a long post and nthing interesting also...so if yo u still reading thanks a lot...she always tell me what goin on with her life...sms me...as a matter of fact most of the time i reload my phone just beacause of her....and you all can prove me wrong when did any of you send the 5th last phone message to me?if you dont un...ur last msg t me,2nd last msg,3rd,4th and 5th..when is it??this year???propably not...and did you even send 5 to me??jonathan?????fuck u ........oni know call girl...sohai fella....spend rm40++call girl 1 night can sms me ask what i do 10 cent kenot...fucking backtabber...fuck its getting late....30 min d..mayb continue this la.....what i write all that i consider that iportant...sometime people take what they got for granted...for me i think i must acknowledge all my fren how i feel bout them and stuff cause i really care bout u all....seriously..i being gay here n i hate gays...im sorry if i become an ass to any of you cause i never meant to...ok its geting weird i better stop here...thanks for reading...

ace combat...

you know i kinda adicted to ace combat series....not in a way playing it 24-7...just everything about it excites me...look at this 3 trailer...1st is ace combat 5-the unsung war...2nd is the 6th series but called ace combat zero-the belkan war...3rd is 7th series ace combat 6-fire of liberalisation..in xbox360....so i dont have 360 so i never play 6 but it look f******g nice!!!...for me ac5 is the best..great storyline...aczro is actually 15 year before ac5 but very dissapointin in a few way..but the trailer look a lot better than ac5 haha...if you watch ac5 trailer and feel bored..well...it is...even for me..ac6 trailer is great....like movie trailer haha....

ace combat 5



ace combat 0



ace combat 6

xmas...

its 26 december...just finish 1 dota game kill people say hoho merry xmas..they say 26 d la bro...haha..went to jonathan house for lunch...got 1 nice lesson for me...dont invite 3 strangers at once...haha...i went there got dhiren..my ex ex ex ex classmate from standard 6..so shud be 7 ex there...first see he say eh tak kenal ke??...haha last time i remember in standard 6...he look like 1 arrogant boy..so i dont talk to him hahaha...but that was 7 years ago...and then come 1 more jonathan friend which i dont know who and in 4 hour i stay there i dunnoe his name oso and he the 1st 1 to leave cuz he mayb oso think that this is stupid...3 stranger in 1 place...i mean other than jonathan we got nothin to talk to each other....but dhiren was great la..he look seriously cool...like educated rich cool guy..haha as a matter a fact he is educated,rich,cool and pretty much a guyXD hahaha...next stuff...is about tomoro...kinda stupid....wazery ask me go futsal i say yeah okok great...den1 hour after that kah nyan ask wan go movie i say hey u know im fine with everythin...and it turn out...both pretty much at same time...whats best is i go invite other people to come oso...for both outing!!....stupid rite??...luckily adibah couldnt come cuz she in kl if not have to cancel last minute haha....i forget what the 3rd stuff...nvm move on to 4th.......whats with girl with vampire???movies.....every1 lovveeeee edward cullen...i was like..who the hell is that??never heard of him.....dun bother...den rita blog...i loveee edward cullen...eh same name again...den ctjw pm if you can live forever who do you live for-edward cullen...i was like oh this guy sounds cool....maybe new actor or something..ok maybe i try wiki him...and when i read i was like...what theeeeeeee helllllllllllllllll..

Edward Cullen (Twilight), fictional character in Stephenie Meyer's Twilight series

wiki is nice...see...for something stupid like this also got long essay about him..vampiric trait...oh wth.....i dunnoe whats with my hatred toward vampire...but everytime i hear vampire first thing on my mind is dracula....old castle...duckula....bats....coffin...cross...onion...sunshine......all the booring stuff...except sunshine...i like sunshine...haha..thx for reading......