his day

Do some crazy stuff today. My parent cant send me to uni since they gonna send my cousin for some registration. Maybe uni too. Hell like i care. That kid got parent. But divorced. Father somewhere in somewhere. Mother cant take leave. My parent is somewhat the type put family first very different than me. Oh wait. Everyone different than me in my family. Im weird. Enough said. And personally i dont really care how im going back to uni. My father knows that. So basically today went to uni to register and put my stuff at the hostel. Driving. Alone.>_<. 6.50am-wake up. my stupid brother and sister didn't wake me up earlier. they only know to wake me at 6.50am so around 7am i can fetch them 2 at 7 after eat and everything leave house at 7.20.yes both my sis and bro are late. 9.30am-reach penang zzzz this is not my diary. shouldn't do like this. But all the event kinda fun didnt want to skip much at the bank to pay for registration fees this one guy suppose to give us the stupid number...he's an ass. While writing down the pay slip i see this guy damn friendly with leng luis and aweks(swt im not sure what malay call pretty girls. i know its leng lui and sarike for chinese and indians)and kinda ignore the old uncle who like standing in front of him like stupid cause didnt know how to use atm machine. Luckily the bored bank security guard come to save the day(yes i always ask security guard if im not sure how to do something in banks. Its better than ask all the rushing clerks at the bank;p). I didnt think he's an ass until i stand in front of him for like 10 sec before he decides to give his friendly service in helping one lost damsel in distress behind me. With his not-so-charming smile he offered his hand and the helpless lady hand in some bank book and with overwhelming confident the a**hole use his perfectly chosen words to astound the lady with his not-so-great knowledge. And as many fairy tales goes the lady thanking the hero knowing that she debted to him as if not for his assistance she would never withdraw her money or the cheque cant be claim or something and she would eventually die. Actually im not that piss off with that guy what makes me remember him is that i said to him 'desperate sangat ke?' and he give me one kind of look then i just smile and shake my head. make some new friend while registering but doesnt really matter. What shit is one friend or so i called a 'friend' actually bad mouth me and my friend told me today. Finish register went to my 'new room' tell you all later bout that and found out a lot of people already register. So,install the new cod-mw2 i bought after went to the bank>_<>_<. If that is the way you treat your friend. Maybe you can count me out..or......maybe you're jealous of me?????????haha..i know you gonna read this sooner or later that's why i put it here hope you read it somehow i have no grudge against you or anything but i really hate hating people theres too much of hate already and i always thought of this phrase-its better to have more friend than enemy. But one thing you should know. i didnt mad or anything really...i just dont care..thats all..my friend all kinda know me already and they all kinda cool with me. Made a lot of friend in uni and most of em know im an ok guy thats why they tell me if got gossip bout me..at least people notice me here compared to last time haha>_<>_<>_< kelam haha...quite nice around 7pm headed ipoh.i'll be scolded if my parent know i drive all the way up north haha

and he decides..

For me this is the most beautiful song of the decade....



Yu Jian (Sun Yan-zi)


Ting jian Dong tian de li kai
Wo zai mou nian mou yue xing guo lai
Wo xiang Wo deng Wo qi dai
Wei lai que bu neng yin ci an pai

Yin tian Bang wan Che chuang wai
Wei lai you yi ge ren zai deng dai
Xiang zuo Xiang you Xiang qian kan
Ai yao guai ji ge wan cai lai

Wo yu jian shei Hui you zen yang de dui bai
Wo deng de ren Ta zai duo yuan de wei lai
Wo ting jian feng Lai zi di tie he ren hai
Wo pai zhe dui Na zhe ai de hao ma pai

Wo wang qian fei Fei guo yi pian shi jian hai
Wo men ye chang zai ai qing li shou shang hai
Wo kan zhe lu Meng de ru kou you dian zhai
Wo yu jian ni shi zui mei li de yi wai

Zhong you yi tian Wo de mi di hui jie kai

To Meet (Stefanie Sun)

I can hear the winter leaving
I am awaking in some year, some month
I think, I wait, I am awaiting
But the future can't be arranged like this

An overcast dusk outside the car window
In the future, someone is expecting me
Look to the left, to the right, to the front
How many twists and turns will love take before coming?

What kind of conversation will I have when I meet someone?
The person I'm waiting for, how distant is he in my future?
I hear the wind coming from the subway and crowd of people
I'm standing in line, holding onto love's ticket number*

I fly forwards, flying across an ocean of time
We are also often hurt while in love
I look at the road, the entrance to this dream is a little narrow
Me meeting you is the most beautiful accident

There must be a day when I'll find a solution to the puzzle

For some reason i feel that my English suck.No idea why but i cant help thinking about it.Others do convince me that my English is ok but i still thinks my English suck.Here some funny joke i found on net.Quite funny.And Kimi Ni Todoke is great>_<




Some interesting theories about human and pigs:


Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Human = Pigs + work + enjoy
if, Human - enjoy = Pigs + work
in other words,

Human that don't know how to enjoy = pigs that work

Men = eat + sleep + earn money
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Men = Pigs + earn money
therefore, Men - earn money = Pigs
in other words,

Men that don't earn money = Pigs



Women = eat + sleep + spend
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Women = Pigs + spend
therefore, Women - spend = Pigs
In other words,

Women that don't spend = Pigs

Summary:
Men earn money not to let women become pigs!
Women spend not to let men become pigs!

Men + Women = 2 Pigs

internet

internet is a scary place.i want to download this one files but i not sure the validity of the files.Well, he could put some file different than the one on the filename. Paranoid as usual i google his username and to my surprise i actually tracking all his internet activities and it kinda scary knowing that your information are all across the internet.Why i said this? he kinda active in forum and myspace and even though i have no idea who is he but i kinda know what kind of person he is.As for me,i think im quite safe since matt is a common name and hafni too surprisingly and _matt is not unique at all.There's a lot of _matt all over internet.Sigh i thought im the only person in the world using that name


new year
hehe this thought of mine is somewhat similar to some islamic preacher or ustaz ustaz but people do celebrate too much right?Its new year and concert everywhere seriously i think its stupid.Why would people make this somewhat a special day or something?But one thing i do love about all this is this year recap and everything...time sure flies..went out few days ago and discover they built one basketball court around 100m from my house.Sad right?after one month holiday i found out this.Towards this year end i spend my time reading article about game of the decade this of the decade that of the decade.Quite fun actually reading those thing.Come to think of it its my first time celebrate a new decade haha wtf..

copyright~~=.=!!

when i wanna start some project (normally sharing games,music or software) the 1st thing that came into my mind is this thing....seriously i dont wanna get sued and i dont look down on these people...they are lunatic they'll hunt you down..or if youre unlucky..you'll get sued...maybe you think im paranoid since milions of people doing this kind of stuff rite?but hell why should i take my chance?

end of decade?OMG

i didnt really realise we are closing to the end of a decade..LOL...going to forum as usual and theres end of decade chat...i was like..wtf?end of decade????...but its about music..so i wrote a BIT about my thought on music..so heres what i wrote...not that much..its a forum anyway not a blog where you can whine and write your ranting about how your mother dont give you extra pocket money or how she order you do chores few milion line in one post haha..

oh ya if you notice i put a label there...its for me..if i wanna watch some of the vid i put here say funny vid i just search for labels...but IF somehow any of you wanna use it heres the guide...
# and they always talks about-song lyric..its a weird label to put song lyric
# imagine -post with pic..again..it;ll be weird if a label i put pic
# jpop -pretty understandable rite?
# just the kind of thought -posts which contain my thought on something
# living instead of exist -post contains what i do...watch movie or somethin
# magical display -vposts with vids..im thinkin magic box since ppl from ancient time brought to the future and nvr see tv say tv is magic box..but tv now not box...so i change to magic display...but magic?sounds harry potter-ish..magical..im thinkin final fantasy...but one of the latest vid is bonnie pink chances are..yes it is indeed magical display..
# music -if you dont really know..go to www.google.com in the box type 'music define'
# procastinating -posts i wrote whenever i should do something else...say..assignment?

c pop-since its cmb ill start with cpop...jolin wu niang....in my school or any school if there is a dancing performance....im pretty sure its their 1st choice of song...kinda sick listening to it at some point though,,,if there is a singing competition or go karaoke with friends...lee hom forever love...internet cafe...hearing this song over and over...bu de bu ai by pan wei bo....and last but certainly not the least...JAY CHOU!!!...music movies...he just awesome...i think better let some other bigger fan of jay chou elaborate on it haha...
personal favourite-sun yan zi,jay chou,lee hom,wilber pan,cyndi wang xin lin,amber kuo,janice wei lan,FIR,twins,jolin,evonne hsu...more toward slow song haha...edit later if i remember

kpop....i love samsung ad for anycall..anyband with promise you,day dream,talk play love not forgetting anymotion,anystar and anyclub by lee hyori....not really a fan but it seems tvxq kinda made an impact love few of thier song...and also rain...then all those group super junior,wonder girl,koyote,snsd
personal favorite-lee hyori,boa,koyote,snsd,tvxq..more toward catchy beat

erm my fave band greenday turn from superb punk rock band into some...erm....i dont know...american idiot?
sigh....hoobastank,train as good as ever,mika,james blunt....most popular weird thing..kelly clarkson,leona lewis...superb...

jpop....ayumi hamasaki....undoubtly most popular singer...maybe not anymore....but doesnt mean the best...discover my favorite singer..bonnie pink and rie fu...love their song...im more a jpop person than a cpop...but i like it here...n i do listen to chinese music....simply because im anime fans>_<

omfg haha

janice new album cover...haha

blarggg

random title>_<...suppose to write this post around 1am..but now 3am...
its about msn contact..or rather...dont feel like chatting
like i say suppose to write this arond 1am...sigh..nvm

1am
am waiting for download to finish.suppose to finish around 1.30am so around 1am i waited in front of pc waiting for download to finish...yea..still got 30 minute and im waiting.its cnc ra3 i think its out after i enter uni and i got the chance to play it at some cc in bukit mertajam..funny remembering that story...

bukit mertajam.penang
its my 1st time going back ipoh.i was in hurry since,its my 1st time going back home from uni haha.i didnt really do much research and straight ask some 'so called local'friends they say 'bukit mertajam i heard got bus to ipoh'.BUT some other say penang sentral easier and this some other are locals like guard and one kakak i met on the way to bus stand.at that moment i have no idea that penang sentral is some sort place like melaka sentral in melaka or puduraya in kl.but then again my stupidity...ok lets just leave it like that. i wanted to go straight to where i reach bukit mertajam but suddenly remember about this kakak.actually while waiting for the bus in front of uni i got tired of waiting and wanna take cab.but waste money haha.so i decided negotiate with the kakak split money half2 take cab.and yea because i play football manager all i always negotiate buy player all..haha ok enough crap.so talk a lot with her.she also point out that i shouldnt go bukit mertajam.and say follow her go penang sentral.but hey im a genius i dont need to listen some diploma girl who work at place she do internship so i went to bukit mertajam lalala.to my surprise theres no bus station or anything in bukit mertajam.and the so called a lot of bus is just a lot of shop to buy ticket.from class 3pm reach bukit mertajam 3.30 earliest bus 6pm cool....oh ya just remember why i choose bukit mertajam.theres a train station.i thinkin to take train.but sadly earlist train is 9pm.so what i do?back to the story~~play cnc ra3.i dont really like.too..anime-ish haha.moral of the story?locals know local place more than some local kid who never actually take bus to go outside his place.but even almost same thing happens again most probably i still do the same thing.why i choose bukit mertajam?1st my friend told me.he live in penang,showed me around on weekends,surely i trust him more than stranger rite?then train and bus option.sure theres a lot of bus in penang sentral.but how many go ipoh?all the person i ask dont know at all.i cant take risk rite?at least i know if no bus theres always train at nite.above all i have 0 experience take express bus traveling state to state.on the bright side.i can now go anywhere in malaysia without problem i guess.

ok that is bukit mertajam story.

msn contact.actually im doing this because the game is installed this very second and mine is a rip version.it take longer to install.say...30m min?i no idea.pes2010 take 1 hour to install haha.but fifa10 quickerand twice the pes2010 size.weird all this rip thingy.
for some reason i lost interest to chat in msn or any im.no idea why.last time i could last hours chattin.now.1 hour also already too hard.last decent chat i think with jyn ling and vincy.funny how my story n jyn ling is.haha.the world sure is small
oh yea msn chat.ok around 1am theres like 30 contact in my list but now is 3.40am so no one is around in my contact list still got people but i doubt the actually people still there.i think all zzz d.now if people kacau me sure i like hey yea ok sure why not later ok? bye.so basically i wanna post 30 list and why i dont want chat with them now turn to journey to bukit mertajam.oh wth haha.nitez

maybe...

a good sign that i need to go out...
im already in facebook and i click on facebook tab on the bookmark bar....
maybe i should go exercise...
MAYBE...friends already askin go futsal...but too bad not enough people...
it seems everyone is everywhere...except me...wish i can go back uni...
this life sucks...i dont wanna work jusco...i dont wanna do some stupid work like waiter..i cant work pc shop...im not that good on pc...there is nothing wrong with not doing the thing we dont enjoy rite?wanna go jog...quite quiet if go alone...boring...

http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1260000/+180&#entry30589264

they always talks about

iwanai koto no modokashisa　iisugiru orokasa

mawatte meguru toki no　masui　yowasa
tooi kuni no koto hanashite　okane ni tsuite oshiete
kare wa zutto mukashi no koibito no hanashi o shiteiru

And they always talk about connections
And they always talk about the surface
And she always talks about her boyfriend
And he always talks about his ex-girlfriend

Oh I’m not giving it up cause I know there’s gotta be someone here
Walk the detours, I don’t care
I talk to you, “everything that I wanna say or do is make it real”
Just like my ears, my eyes, and everything that I see
Melting on my face, my eyes, and everything that I see

How do you find when you just don’t know?
How do you search when you just don’t know?
How do you love when you just don’t know?