something that is inside my mind right now..

you can make 123213 promises,
you can also make 12323 vows,
you can have 143423 wishes,
you can say 6598 things you will complete
you can aim 12312 targets
but......
have you take the 1st and 1 step towards it?....

you can plan to score 4.0 in your next exam
you can promise to not be late in anything you do
you can vow not to smoke again
you can wish to be the best in your class,school,college
what if....you are sick onthe exam day?
road are under construction and you are stuck?
you need to smoke so you wont faint if you inhale a tiny bit of dust?
there is someone better?
and what if....you just throw all these excuses?....

normally this the kind of post that would go unpublished...but this is me....this is whats on my mind....true that people not necessarily know what constantly going on whats on my mind...but that is normally what i think of everything....i applied this thinking in my everyday life...

i can whine about how i dont un what all the chinese is talking
i can whine about how unfair the world especially with rich always get the best thing in life
i can whine about how suck it is to go to work everyday n face people who dont like me
or what if i....ask them what they talking
enjoy whatever thing i have right now
forget about the hostility and just do my damn work,chat with ppl who are
ok with me

last nite.....
work until 5am......ya...5am in the morning....
it was tiring...but we having a good time.....it kinda feel like work+hang out with frenz....kishen like retarded kid try to make trolley a skateboard...laugh at kev on how tired he looks,how he say all the work worth it cause the project manager treat mcd...and have funXD...the other worker all like stressed out n im like the only donkey jumping around happily haha..cant blame others though...its 4am...normal human sleep like a baby around that time ...NORMALLY....
a pic of me at jusco 5am in the morning....




if you think im too positive,or too semangat,or too kind,or too kelam....i always say to myslef 1 thing....why not....
why not give old lady a seat? i wont die by standing or people staring at me
why not treat friend for a movie?i wont die cause got no money to buy food
why not go to movies with frenz?not like i skip work or school
why not do all the work myself?this is my work hour and people pay me..if other worker dont want to do..thats their prob....

not many people dared to be different...they like to follow the crowd...sadly...
i do this post as somewhat a reply to my erm...friend post...not sure whether they read this or not but here is the link...coincidencely enough both also hommies kepala haha..


http://clarencechoong.blogspot.com/2009/06/movie-carnival-2009-was-great.html
http://cherhong90.blogspot.com/2009/06/lets-talk-about-s-e-x-0o.html