freezing.......

its 2 am....mengantuk haha...more n more bm in this blog...simply because i dont talk english anymore....wonder what happen in 3 years....hell o mah nem is zo haf ni...a yam ferom iipoo....swt..haha...its been raining 2 weeks here....darn cold...i think only got sunlight twice in 2 weeks.....crazy eh?even wear jacket to class around 2pm cause too cold...hmmm fb msg...and its a clod world but i dont mind the scene and its a cold cold city but a home to me....actually a song lyric by rie fu....kinda express my feelings....its physically cold...the temperature...and mentally...how my fren treat me....

make people angry....grrr

for some reason i really got talent to make people piss off/wanna beat the shit outta me/throw me from top of kl tower/ etc etc..if you really close to me then you'll understand...but i guess some are just not...its 1 am n im here alone in the new room...both roommate go back ipoh already leaving me alone here...wth right?i got 3pm class today i said to them wait for me go home at 5pm can reach ipoh around 7.30 n break fast at the mcd near highway there but they dunwan so ..fine they go home at 1pm...skip the friday prayer hehehe..n leave me here alone...but quite nice...i think in all 8 room of this 3rd floor only got around...erm 4 people?including me...yup thats quite quiet...oh ya back to the story...so monday they coming back and ask me to join em i say i wanna go back on tuesday....and for some reason they tak puas hati and feel im selfish...wtf wtf wtf....they can go home early n leave me alone and i cant come back late?...another one is...group project..they ask me do the slide since i sit infront of pc 24-7...of ccourse no prob...consider it done...then need script for the presentation...ok since im the one who do the slide im the one should know the most bout what to say...okie no prob...

my group-but...hey someone need to do the script for the video for the presentation..
-oh ya hafni good in english why dont ask him?...
-hafni ok?......
me-...............FUCK YOU
my group-wei apa ni tak beri kerjasama langsung,kedekut ilmu bla bla bla....
me-*leaving*
my group-*talks bad bout me*

friends-wei come la go bazaar ramadhan..
me-erm nvm la gonna just go cafe buy...
friends-apa la tak sporting langsung bla bla bla...
me-*pretend hear nothing*

quiz this week....after 10 min...i pass up the answer..everyone was like...mak ai...berlagak gila buat 10 minit hantar....bajet pandai la...


sigh no matter what i do everyone for some reason like...tak puas hati with me...fuck ah....thats just few of what im goin through...not only in real life...i accidently hurt/piss off some online too ..but then to be fair...they dont actually stoop talking to me or anything they still ok with me its just that...i dont really comfortable with all that...whats worst about malay is they like to joke gila and if like terasa they gonna say something like tak sporting or macam perempuan or kelam etc etc....

i cant stop listening to this

wtf..its been 15 years this song...but hey i cant stop listening to this...can even sing the song....

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I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again


Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up.....

sad truth

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UP

in few hours gonna go back uni...come home last thursday..quite nice...thanks to the storm haha...what storm?...last week ...erm let the pic do the talkin la....some of the class cant be used thanks to this..basically extra holiday for me~~>_<~~coincidenly the class affected is my friday class...the extra time use to finish up all the assignment n yeah..movie n hang out with fren in ipoh some of the pic after the storm....all this taken near campus only...on monday after go class oni see the real destruction but too bad no one take pic...maybe got but not my fren la...haha cause there i no cam or phone cam since my phone...erm...long gone hehe...all the pic below is i take from friend no mine....
first blood~~double kill!!!!>_<

i have no idea what the guy try to do is he try to pull the tree up back?...*swt*...

hehehe...lazy wan write much....watch up...actually wan watch i love you beth cooper or the proposal since no other nicer movie...but my friend wan watch up...n since i havent watch it so i watch lo haha....watch the trailer few months ago~~all the ad b4 movie start....but didnt catch much of my attention...but after watch it.....its pixar....i totally forgot about that...pixar is by far one the finest movie studio...at least for me....

plot
review
trailer

swt...dont read if you got wild imagination

another relaxing day in uni....engineering drawing lecturer take 1 week leave so class start at 12 todayXD darn happy....but the 'genius' didnt come to class.....shit lah...every1 down with fever quite scary also la.... already10 ppl quarantined and 1 positive h5n1....but then again...mayb just rumors....but the uni still open...when do i get the 1 week leave?uniten close d~~swt la....but then again i dunwan this sem extended if gt 1 week holiday.....oh ya genius didnt come to class....so basically every1 ask me question n i was like.....erm.....entah tak tau la...tak sure la...some already tak puas hati with me already the other day thanks to my 'nice' attitude....what happen?thehehe...last week forget what class 1 people ask me how do question...as usual i like erm....a+b kot....entah lah...and then this guy ask the 'genius' and when he wan return back to his seat he saw that i finished the question he said to me 'tu tahu buat tu'...then i reply 'aku tak sure la apa masalah hang?'...then he make shit face n after think bout this i feel bad myself~~sigh....after enter this uni i kinda not being the normal self....i been really sellfish here or more like an ass....like seriously... like in lecture hall i normally sit alone at the back of the lecture theathre and people im ok with look at me they just shake their head....and yeah i do feel the hatred towards me haha...been into some stuff but now they like used to my stupid behaviour n they started talk to me d....i guess thats the good thing with all guy class.....the brotherhood thingy~~~swt....so gay......haha...despite all that i still get 1`post here....treasurer....swt...my initial thought on that...fuck! i wan vice not some troublesome treasurer or secretary....but today jpa quite creepy...they show some pic~~picture of ppl get burned,hit by car,accident in factory....1 of the scariest pic is 1 accident where 1 guy hand got cut and we can actually see his bone hehehe...quite sad also la...normally we see dog or cat dead hit by car in road and we can see the inside all erm....imagine that for yourself...and today i saw the pic how say....replace the cat and dog with human...normally we dont really see that kinda pic in newspaper.....swt....hm...talk bout my recent pm.....scary but fascinating in a way or something like that i know the word not fascinating....its about the ppl here...went for a walk....go to other people room haha....from 1 room to another since i darn free...and what scare me the most is how all the people there study....how to say,...let me use my fren word....muka macam pecah rumah tapi semua baik....or in english...all look like those shitty fella who cause trouble around but all also study study study n i was like...wtf im the one with good boy face but the laziest around campus...if this goes on...i pretty sure i get last in class...swt......i think wanna stop here later if free i update lo nitez...thanks for reading>_<

no update

no update....i check out all the draft...latest draft aka unpublished unfinished post is yesterday about pc fair i went in PISA...i wont publish it...thing you all should know i wirte in my previous draft is got myself a maxis broadband so that mean i can get internet whereever got phone line...i bring my desktop to campus~~guess i cant live without it....so if some of you ever read bout ode for you/missing you post....hehe...

ok too many draft ...so?

i got myself a twitter!still figuring it out ~~tell you all the details later
download janice new album yesterday got 1 nice song morning heres the lyric~~ quite nice~~

When I hear the birds start singing
I wanna see you
Hoo, hoo, do do do do do...
When I see the leaves start fallin
I wanna see you
The only thing I'll do
Don't you know
Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is gonna dream of you

Wanna stay by by by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings
Talk about love love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing
Like snow fallin' in spring

(You know every morning)
When I hear the birds start singing
I wanna see you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is gonna dream of you

I found my angel in my life
I cannot see why
I cannot see why
We can't be in love till we die

Wanna stay by by by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings
Talk about love love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing
Like snow fallin' in spring

One day we'll spread our wings
You and me da, you and me da...
Spread our wings do..do...do....
Wannabe wannabe wanna
I wanna be,be your lover
I'll run to you...ooh...