fuckin sad

chances are...

Chances Are
Thinking Out Loud

Sometimes you’re right,
sometimes I bite
Why is it hard
to say what I want when I want?
Sometimes I love,
sometimes you hate
Why does it hurt
to hear what you have to say?

Chances are you’ll get it
when you stop wanting
Chances are you’ll fall asleep
when you stop trying
Just can’t lie to myself

Sometimes I doubt,
then you back out
Why is it hard
to breathe in the same room?
Deep down we know
why we can’t run away
But why does it hurt
to visualize the goal?

Chances are I’ll regret
when you say good-bye
Chances are you’ll find the way home
with or without me
Just don’t lie to yourself

I go this way, you go that way,
wherever we’ll find each other
Chances are... chances are..

5.45am

the time now....
test yesterday...
sometimes i wonder....why the f i wanna be engineer so much...mayb i take the wrong path?..who knows,,,,,think i screw up the math test yesterday...thank god its only 40% of the overall grade...after yesterday test....i keep on thinking...should i change course?..all those bio,medic course seems suit me....or the graphic media thingy since im creative>_< haha...my father would love to see me take medic....i dont know y though....feel damn down after today test but.......after that fren all invite go kfc then play football....all those sorrowness gone....stupid eh?..then guess y i stil not sleeping at 6am even though got test today at 9...watch lovely complex from 2-5~~now episode 14....some time....not sometimes....a lot of time i stupid thing...and still doing it....*swt*haiz