2 a.m.

its 2 a.m
i dont really know why...but all my post are written around this time cant i do it at 10??or maybe 4??hehe maybe around this time i find most peace....very quiet,peace enviroment some song from sun yan zi n janice.....this is not my first post but 1st for this account....for some stupid reason i lost my password..i guess thats what happen when u got more than 20 account on the net n think i onli remember around 10...the daily visit site like youtube,premierleague,yahoo,hotmail...but mostly dont need to sign in. they already signed in.

21st december
time sure fly fast..feel like yesterday i started the holiday i guess the best thing to do is never look back and start walking forward...
well this holiday i've been trying to find the best of me ...but i juz couldn't...maybe i never will..until juz now....i've been reading other people blog...most of them got one goal...to be better and to be themselves....but when i look at them outside...they juz the same people as they were last month...
i guess the best thing is stop talkin and let our action do the talk...i think i made a mistake when i say to my teacher i can improve myself drastically in the holiday...what will happen if i dont...what will that makes me??a liar or just a big talker...its not that i didnt try i just couldnt theres no excuse for that...lets face it I JUST LAZY i mean who i trying to fool??myself??.....
for u who reading stop making excuses..it wont get you anywhere...there is only 2 thing in the world n life i guess...success and failure...nothing else...for those who believe in god its either heaven or hell..for stpm candidate success university fail no uni whether you retake or go some other place..........
failing to plan is planning to fail......i read this somewhere around the school....like martin say introvert are good observer LoLx...but i think a lot people do read this thing but never take them seriously...it happen to me...lots of time...but when doing plan i never follow it....for countless reason..anyone ever do the same thing??