something is just mistake...........juz let it be...

its the RE thing.....a lot of ppl commented bout my blog....to be honest its kinda sux when i kenot kutuk much on blog.......looking back.....i started blogging around end of 2006....u can see my first ever post on my friendster profile about liverpool on august 2005....after that started blogging...most of it bout livrpool road to istanbul..LOL nvr talk bout football in tis blog though...except on last post....like i say...its time for re me........after that in mid 2006 i use xanga...cuz it seem kinda popular that time....tis time oni few close people read it..and oh..its in malay!!XD..that time most of reader r malayXD....beside my english sux hahaha...after spm stop oredi...dunnoe y....more like forget y......den 2007.....LOL its in frenster...got some fragment of it...but that oso stop cuz got some people...well....kinda hate it.....n i start blogspot around october 2007....y???i thought on my 18 birthday wanna start sumthin new.....but after ltc i kinda have this trust on ppl so i give link to 1 fella n it spread like mad.......OMG.......now ppl r reading tis blog from class n school library....i was like....WTF.......................................................look... something r juz mistake...so i wont regret it...its been great to be a part of tis great smi blog community but its juz not my style.....me???....i think my way is..triving in solitude...LOL...i must say i respect 1 fella...still can maintain low profile.....hope it will stay that way cuz thats juz the way of some people..........well ive done xanga,blogspot,frenster....next stop???maybe wordpress...but see first la...maybe i continue tis account...maybe xanga acc...butdefinately not frenster!!!!cuz got email go tell every1 u update ur blog...
im not running away....i juz dunwan stranger,people i hate, simply view my blog....like last time i simply put the name people i hate on my blog but after that ...nid to put xxxx on their name hahaha..so fake.. i dun like it..im not a pretender n never will....if hate say hate la...if people dun wan talk to me i dun talk to them back but got few exception la..which later turn out to be great...okay 1 story...considering this gonna be the last post.....i nvr talk to this girl since i met her until january tis year...we see each other a lot but she ignore me n i ignore her...but after drunk LOL or dunnoe sumthin maybe sumthin hit my head...i write a letter to her n put in her affirmation box....i guess thats all the difference,,,,,now talk to her like old fren or sumthin n its funny considering we onli started to talk since mid january!!!!wow crapping for 20 min..gtg now....update???see 1st.....maybe tis juz temporary stop...maybe turn to emo blog..maybe turn to song lyric blog......maybe no update at all......onli heaven know...........for now......goodbye...i put tis 3 song.....1 happy 1 sad 1 dunnoe sad or happy........
happy-the corrs goodbye
sad-spice girl goodbye
dunnoe wat-its over now~~

end of the week

do nothing much this weekend juz sittin in front of pc...if not go out with family.....chat with vincy....n gotta thank her for giving few word of encouragement....ya been bored tis few days so no semangat but after chat with her...lol semangat again....reminded me what i used to be n compare what i've become...but i think its time for re-me...........if you look at the dictionary re stand for renew...n.....backward....either way its better than the emo me hahaha hope can be like mourinho there..very....er...passionate???hahaha love it when he slap puyol....lol need to speak out more!

i guess thats all..dunnoe wat to crap.....after..this...maybe sdo or o2 jam or fifa hahaha

someone like me.....

kinda sad today..but when open my pc n hear this song........felt better....

Journey
It's a long, long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long, long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter,
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till
I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

'Cause It's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you, to you

omg!!!!!!!!EXAM!!!!!!!!!!

uh how many days ah??oh 2nd day of exam oredi!!!!!!
n one thing i hate bout it......people always say die wei die wei....n i was like..hm??okay...den when result come wtf they all pass n im the onli 1 fail......XD i hate those kind of thing!!!
well for today....i sleep during math exam guess who i see when i open my eye???KARU!!!wahaha its like nightmare go out of dream n suddenly appear in front of you...
okay nothing much after that juz go lunch wit y kheng jocelyn alex vee liam kahnyan n wei sheng cuz have to stay back for sukantara thing.......damn stupid karu force us to go but he kenot go cause of this tuition damn bloody stupid!!
well when having lunch y kheng dun bring his phone so he borrow mine n hes like.........haha dunnoe what happen if he din touch phone a week...maybe die kot...so here sum pic he took.....

hahaha yee kheng acting cute!!

XD...a ganas looking girl.....

alex..'wahaha i got st john money wanna go find whore'vee liam...sedap nya...wahaha so bad me put tis pic!XD nice pic

after that we all go back to school ........

n guess what we found at the car park ????

see jickie smiling hehe sumthing not right here~~~

jocelyn before yee kheng kacau her

here 1 vid y i put this??cuz she say the word every1 been saying for the last 2 month hahaha

this week update

hm...kinda busy tis week srry couldnt update...so..gotta make this quick....

tuesday go kopitiam wit kah nyan 1 lesson learn....DONT SIT NEAR HER!!!she'll put every stuff on the table in your food hahaha
the victim vee liam....at first i sit next to cynthia den he change place wit cynthia but kah nyan still kacauing him!!

taking pic for blog material hahaha

lol see her happy+EVIL face muahaha pouring honey to vee liam toast

full of honey.....wah hope tis guy dont get diabetes

hm...after tat wednesday first day of literacy programme...the kid the so call my student dont remember his name... well he not stupid or sumthin its juz he had a hard time telling sumthin poor kid...i oso had a hard time communicate with him cuz dunnoe he un me or not...well its not just them who learnin but i also learn sumthin.....they can understand english but all of us speak malay... as if we thought they damn bloody stupid to understand english.....i guess our perception toward this group of people is just too bad....not onli me or the 'teachers' its the society...if you dont get good grade mean you fuckin stupid and all this time i keep tellin myself its just that the straight A person just can remember better n more hardworkin...not smart....and now .......eh??wat am i saying??hope y all un la....dun care..no time to edit........

c first la if got time..juz wanna publish this a.s.a.p

den juz skip to today loh!

cross country......i well i come mostly standby for photography duty....in case one of the photographer didnt showed up.....but weng hong come!! haha so 1st plan go hide in car when they run!!but don change to 2nd plan which is follow harin!!haha...but in the end run alone ...1st wit levin......den hang out a while wit jocelyn n phui yee....but they really taking their own sweet time haha enjoying morning walk....but in the end run with chin yee

a lot happenin...but no time juz put this 1 video of 1 bunch of dunnoe wat to call them people go test their strengh by moving jocelyn car..hm..din see this much strengh when they run...XD

couldnt take d pic of jocelyn reaction after that...after that they go move weng hong car...this time more crazy...but din get take too busy wanna go home haha

den nothin much la..suppose to go mamak wit kevin said all...but when got there they not there but levin jiaxin harin n eunice there..so eat wit em loh......

LOL me crapping bout life!

hehe its not tat i got nothin to do i juz dun wan to do it hahaha

its about homework...for no reason i feel like VVEERRRRYYYYYYYY LLAAAZZZZZYYYYY to do homework....more like avoiding it.....its not tat i not study...i study at least 2 hours a day so not bout 'facing the book' problem well on sunday i got nothin much to do n feel like going out on monday since many ppl start schooling n workin n d mall shud be empty so i decide to finish up all my homework on sunday n goyang kaki on monday...well people say teacher wont feed u much as spm well guess wat....i wont do wat teacher say hahahaha....go find own food wahahaha.....well heres d day begin....

oh its 9 wtf today holiday...sleep summore.....zZZZZzzzzzzZZZ.......oh 12 oredi....sfdhkjhsdkjsdkjsdkjbsdjkbsdkjbsd ....finish all after wake up stuff...u noe....the STUFF.....okay sit on study table choosing which book to do first....

hm...which 1 shud i choose......after not thinking......i choose....d black one hahahaha

yay go play xdo until 4 sumthin...but of course got stop in d middle n surf den got fariss kacau~ing say boring boring boring..LOL

Later my father ask us to play kite hahaha more reason for not to do homework yay dark side rule!!

its easy juz let go of d string n watch it fly~~~

lol another one of the so call surprise shot by melol it me!!

my little sis play kite

LOL later i go play xdo cuz damn bored hahaha stay till 9 sumthin but later yes i stop playin...but...i go surfing n chat wit jess wahahaha....at 10 sumthin i go sleep...haha tats the so call wanna do homework attidtudeXD LOL!!....sunday?...hm...hehe i try to escape again by ask alex to go out but he dun wan but yeah i did my homework today but not yet finish....oh d pic was taken today yesterday din take any shot cuz i think play kite is for KIDS hehehe....guess now im a kid whahaha big 1....XD ...tats all for now!!!

alamak holiday sudah mau habis.....

hm....dun update recently....been busy.....
i expect to out wit fren much tis holiday but turn out dun go out at all
weird uh?.....but spend a lot of time with family n get scolded from my nenek cuz dont balik kampung often hehe .....well to if wan choose between sit in front of pc n 2 hours ride to go low tech place..... i choose lepak at home hahaha.....must think of ourself sumtime haha....LOL evil me......other than tat......nothin much..
on9...chat wit joe wai,maya,fariss, AT 4am!!!!!!!go gila till jen ai blurr di...play on9 game a lot tis holiday......I LOVE XDO!!!!!....other than tat much of my time waste on a bit of studyin a bit of my new music blog watch anime movie n stuff......

HAPPY CNY!!!!

oh hehe

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!
HOPE Y ALL GET A LOT OF ANG POW!!!!

i say i gonna update bout popteen.....guess wat......i lied HAHAHA.........
nothin much to write cuz dun have much time!!...well been doin tis new site check it out!!!!!
its in my link....in linked in

POPTEEN

SMI POPTEEN ....omg...final at its best......

lol im rajin today!!update bout sumthin tat hav nothin to do wit me...wahaha here it goes

uh stupid...1 out of 10....start 1 hour late...d contestant...................more like audition...not like final.....sound system....cheapest in town.....maybe rm10 per hour..i guess wat u expect wen they hav no sponsor n ticket sales....well....nowhere near drama since we not force to buy.....other comment...i juz put on every pic n vid

pic!!

mc of d day..try to b funny as usual..... fariss ms choong jia xin....sux....thx to d mic......'how do i live without the mic'.. dun sad sista!!

john paul band....winner of best group....couldnt get d pic of full band... theo,in d pic

sky~~sing,keat,yang ...kwok sing,choon keat,sen yang...SHE wannabe??

WOMAN!!!!! haha chibi wit gr...sound,'ganas' xin yi n jia xin!!!!

JOHN PAUL ROXX!!!!!!

my comm head....cher hong... first alone...den start sing.....
oh heroine here adi....jia yee.... sister in law for hommies hahaha

move closer......

closer......

woman practice durin d break wahahaha!!!! now nerveous after see all sing like shit

MR RAJAN IN DA HOUSE!!!!!!!!!

part 2.........later lah.......got stuff to settle.......