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best title i can think of......6am fever continued from yesterday ....//8am wait infront o academic thingy wwan ask for timetable....then register subject...im agenius wan start class oni i register subject...then macam orang mabuk return to room...wait 11am lecture...wait outside the lecture hall like fucking sohai cause we dunno it is combine lecture with other course..noob gila babi....the lecture hall fuckingly cold...afternoonsuppose submit loan form...the stupid finance office open at 2.30 close 4.45... and class start at 2...assignment....at 3...borrow laptop...run to hostel n back to main campus like sohai with high fever....4.40 wan go finance office to submit the form...cb stupid clerk dunwan accept my loan form...reason~~late d.....babi punya perempuan melayu....babi malas gila.....went to library found my coursemate....kutuk behind my back say use laptop oso kenot finsih....babi tell straight to my god damn face la....5pm....nid to pass up...go round and round to find lecturer office...and guess wat...rejected~~~babi fuck sohai gay,,,,now in kafe after eat............nite no class thank god...but still nid to finish assignment....`swt`

the1st week

its sunday....1 week since i lft home.....now im at the uni cafe....alone again...here kinda wat ive been through here...
1st 3 days kenot tahan...feel like goin home....ken ragging wit from senior....shit like hell....that tie also ive been wondering wth im doin here..no frenz n everything..thank god i get myself a group here...cause i even barely remembermy rommate name....nthis sorry if you all cant read thisproperly cause its kinda my 1st time using laptop...borrow from fren...haha...damn weird i can take this latop whenever i wan...pretty cool eh?...the fela who giv me this lappie not really a computer person...or in harsh word..kampung boy...he oni use for work...other time?its in my hand wakakaka...but stupid also la...last 3days the wifi been blocked so cant on9 T_T...sad~~i think i gonna love stayin here n not missing home thanks to this lappie...you can see i on9 quite a lot but din do much why?..this bloddy lappie use hell lot power freakin fast...i no idea y...ilazy wan bring cable cause sometime the wifi kenot use...stupid.......yesterday stupid also....im alone in room from 8 dont know wan do wat...until 12 kenot sleep...my room no fan..say gonna fix this weekend but still nothing....they all went penang...but i stupidly wan go cc play dota so they left me la..after play at night just look out in the window do nothing....its damn weird normally i write this blog in front of my dearest pc alone inside my house n now i writing this in cafe wit a lot of ppl everywhere...fuckin weird...tats y if u feel the content today like shit..its because of that...but not like this blog content is good in an way alos...rite?...been lerning some malay song....oh ya b4 that i think u all nid to know my fren..i been in 2 group...1 is all malay group but budak baik typeof group...another is chinese weird group...i think the chinese got no choice even if they gt no common interest they still nid to fren cause not much chinese here....n somehow i join em hahaha....my 1st group fren is lan from batu gajah perak a fat guy n nice since he gimme play this lappie 24-7...another is huzai,,,a fella who openly say he really choosy when it comes to fren...if you play 24-7 i dunwan fren u....then aca..from selangor..not close with him just because he in our group....another group is liang wei...my tennis n dota fren...really direct...ok to be with him...my dota teammate n my tennis racket provider,...then gt chai a photographher...today he tersesat in penang...how he ended up there..no idea...yesterday we go out oso left him behind cause he too into taking pic..mayb borrow his lapie n upload some pic from him...then gt lex...from sabah...normal guy just follow behind....okok guy...talk crap with he oni....erm batt half d...i wan play castle age on facebook now....suppose to register subject...endedup bloggin pulak,...haiz i darn free hahaha...

*swt*

offline

gonna be offline in approx. 14 hour....gonna go hommies outing tonite...kinda happy invited..never thought i'm still part of hommies after finish school since i not that good with my junior....dont know what to write else...just wanna tell i gonna leave ipoh tomorrow...probably wont come back...

~~music and lyrics~~

*swt* at first wan make happy post about few songs but...erm tell ya later...i thought wont blog anymore for a while see see blog pulak...actually stopping dota for a while( i can actually control myself hehe)thx to the dreaded j card daylast nite suppose sleep around 1 wake up 6 go work 8...but thx to dota i play till 4...work until erm...11 pm...more than 12 hour n i oni sleep for 2 hour the night before...and here i am blogging 12.30am..am i sohai or stupid or airhead or just supermanXD....today go to work at 9...enter d i was like...wth 9am weekday in jusco crowded with people...for god sake dont all these people got to do something?what kind of pathetic people line up early just to buy cheap clothes and whats with the stupid pasar malam happy hour?..tomorrow just sooooo gonna feel like dejavu...

talk about music...currently watchin k-on seriously i think it just gonna be 'one of those anime' people gonna forget it next year and wont talk bout it...when i 1st watch it i was like..wth?lamest main character with lamest attitude and lamest drawing quality and lame this n lame that..but thanks to that it make it a normal story about a normal human with few funny surprises...like other story eye shield is somewat best runner in world...ichigo in bleach got this super hidden hollow power...so does naruto...heroes in gundam (seed) gt this berserker thingy make them best of the best bla bla bla...but not that i say i dont like it...i think its better than sissy heroes...(sailormoon?LOL..almost lose gt this guy come save em and happy ending..pokemon?everytime the good for nothing ash got lucky and get back pikachu thank to lovely relationship with other people and pokemon~~~LAME~~~)oh ya k-on...music..right...i must say i quite impressed with the music in k-on...almost all of em(3 i listen so far op,ed and their 1st performance) got a nice beat and n i dont know wat you call it but the animation in the background of all 3 music is nice...even though its 'just another anime' but i think the music is as good as in bleach op ed,naruto,gundam,rurouni kenshin and yeah skipbeat...(skipbeat kinda average though)how about fruit basket op n ed?last time i put the song in this blog...compare with 'gay' daniel beddingfield song...i think i prefer chiisana inori..which i put back btw haha...
ok here the youtube link for k-on op n ed..what you think?



okie back to top story...why i say happy post bout song?actually i wanna make the above topic a bit fun with pic form gundam all since i gt 1 hour to play with this blog but now kinda ...erm....lonely?haha while searchin for songs i remember 1 song i wan listen to ....after open the song...sigh...actually the whole playlist is love song ...so ...faham faham la hahah..listen to 1st love by utada hikaru today at work...so wan listen la...easiest way is find playlist in my itunes..after 1st love...forever love by lee hom...feel lonelier...then if you come to me by atomic kitten...then macam kena stab...then listen to dont go away from by2...then faith hill there you'll be..then the corrs all the love in the world...its 1 am its quiet you do nothing and you listen to slow love song...and you hear and already know the lyric line by line what you think i feel?hahahaha emo lah!...LOL......almost 1.30...gotta reach jusco by 8 tomoro...nid go sleep... thx for readin this...good for nothing post hahah..feels good can share some things with people...but not so good dont know who im sharing with...*swt*

1~~2~~3~~4

just a random title...erm didnt blog much...since no one wanna read it...especially with all my fren all gone to jungle learn something...for some weird reason..or should i say coincidence?almost all the friend i hang out with this year go overseaXD...wont see them for the next 4 years~~sad~~or maybe more...since me myself got plan of my own... lets face it...said wont come home for raya...kev...plan to stay wit orang iban until finish degree..kah yan mayb wont see her..others...not much contact with em....n plus i dont even know where some of em goin to...

oh ya...my phone officially gone....for some who knows what happen..know la...basically whoever i know after form 5...i dont have his/her number....not really bothered to ask also since not like they gonna message me or anything..

do i sound a bit angry or unsatisfied with something?...no....just being me...*yawn*...thanks to boring dota game...oh boring mean too easy...dont think i gonna get bored with dota...since i bored tell you last 2 week thingy...

i come to smi when i was standard 4....so basically last last week got this one girl come to me..

girl-hafni kan?
me -er...en...
girl-kelas 1 kemboja dulu?
me-eh?*surprised face*
girl-asilah la tak ingat?dulu kelas darjah 1 sampai 3
me -ha...*big swt*(dang its like gazilion years ago how can i remember la)
girl-ish betul dah lupa apa la awak
me -er...

haha i kinda speechless that time after a while oni i can talk...i mean...that was 11 years ago stuff...i barely remember my close friend and this girl remember me...she say i never change...haha...after a while i then remember my group when i was standard 1...3 girls 3 boys...she was one of em...she tell me pretty much update of many ppl back there...1 go to jordan d...my first friend in school become club player in m league...make me laugh thinkin that always lose to him when we run 100metre...or is it 50 meter?dunno la...1 thing for sure though...wont forget the friend i have now....i hope....i mean who can predict what will be in 10 years rite?singapore invade malaysia or something haha~~then sabah sarawak become own country~~who knows~~hahaha...

erm...just when to grab hot dog just now..now forget what to write...guess need start new 1.....erm how bout girls?haha~~went to see ice age with this 1 girl...when the movie about to end i cant wait to go home and check out my download...that can mean only 2 things...i dont enjoy being with that girl...or the movie just plain sucks..i guess i'm used to girls d..i mean last time i try hard to please any girl i meet especially in ns...and now...i even call some of em cibai n sohai...*sigh*....people sure think im a weirdo calling a cute girl sohai...but then it just mean i comfortable with em d...last time when i see girl 1st thing i wan do is hide or run away as far as possible like all my guy fren haha....not your typical geek anymore eh...last time when see girl feel like wan date n stuff but now say...like lin...i'm with her kinda the whole time when i work but i got 0% feeling for her...she just like a big sis to me....i guess that what we need to experience...when kev told me this i dont really take what he try to say...a girl from his workplace say you dont need to date every girl you see...but for people like us who are living a gay life..how often can you see a girl?all boys school,physic student now engineering...damn gay..all those bio n med student surround by girls...like in anime haha...i dont expect find girls in uni...so does work...in fact i dont expect find girls at all...guys also la...i mean...life im living now quite ok...i not close friend at the moment and i must say i am kinda contented...no sms,no msn,no wall msg,no calls just hanging out with anonymous dota friend...i kinda scared actually...what if...i stop socializing?..with my attitude that is a big probabily...but hey...i dont mind much....i know there people out there still accept me...but then i just lazy wan call em...cause dont know when they free~~just wait next rayaXD....usually 5 cars go around townXD...

erm wat else...i guess computer stuff o...haha but i think i keep it short...i cant sign in msn dunno y...plannin to promote skype hahaha...currently i oni gt 4 fren in skype and none of em is on9..i open 24-7 so i know they not on9...i think its better to have few contact list rather than big number of friend but you dont pm em...even in msn i gt big number of friend list but still chat with same 20+ ppl the other 100++??40hardly on9 others just..dont feel like disturb em...n they oso feel same way haha

and oh yeah..this most prob my last post in a while...

thehehehe