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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

xmas day

uh weird weird day loh......
at first when i open my eye weird thing happen...4 people sittin infront of computer....n i tot i dreamin or sumthin cuz it 7am.......weird.........
den i get ready to go to jonathan house for this xmas hamizi call me n ajak me c movie n say wanna belanja me.....weird tat fella cheapsket la...den wen i go out i got into an accident n bang 1 fella n even though its my fault i argue..usually if my fault i admit....weird......rm70 melayang juz like that...i not yet do my blazer n i got rm 200 left ..owh how gonna survive till school reopen...guess hav 2 sit quietly at home loh....den go wit kevin...nothin weird happen la....mayb my phone camera din operate as usual la......its not weird its mayb rosak.....den i shud go watch avp2 today but they all stupidly thinks i dun come so they dun buy me ticket....well its kinda my fault d movie start 4.30 i cleverly come at 4.27 liddat haha....den i go back home.. i dun mind much bout it cuz i hate those kinda story...i juz came 2 c my fren onli...long time no c ma....den i go back home bath do some stuff den go to pin jie hse.....i lepak a while oni cuz dunnoe most his fren especially d girls...weird lo..they speak chinese dunnoe wat they talk about....im d onli 1 not chinese there hehe...pin jie like d onli christian fella there n his fren like all buddist funny lol n weird..........well thats my xmas for this year....well for 25 december 2007 la.....tomorrow...heaven noe la.........

Thursday, December 20, 2007

2 a.m.

its 2 a.m
i dont really know why...but all my post are written around this time cant i do it at 10??or maybe 4??hehe maybe around this time i find most peace....very quiet,peace enviroment some song from sun yan zi n janice.....this is not my first post but 1st for this account....for some stupid reason i lost my password..i guess thats what happen when u got more than 20 account on the net n think i onli remember around 10...the daily visit site like youtube,premierleague,yahoo,hotmail...but mostly dont need to sign in. they already signed in.

21st december
time sure fly fast..feel like yesterday i started the holiday i guess the best thing to do is never look back and start walking forward...
well this holiday i've been trying to find the best of me ...but i juz couldn't...maybe i never will..until juz now....i've been reading other people blog...most of them got one goal...to be better and to be themselves....but when i look at them outside...they juz the same people as they were last month...
i guess the best thing is stop talkin and let our action do the talk...i think i made a mistake when i say to my teacher i can improve myself drastically in the holiday...what will happen if i dont...what will that makes me??a liar or just a big talker...its not that i didnt try i just couldnt theres no excuse for that...lets face it I JUST LAZY i mean who i trying to fool??myself??.....
for u who reading stop making excuses..it wont get you anywhere...there is only 2 thing in the world n life i guess...success and failure...nothing else...for those who believe in god its either heaven or hell..for stpm candidate success university fail no uni whether you retake or go some other place..........
failing to plan is planning to fail......i read this somewhere around the school....like martin say introvert are good observer LoLx...but i think a lot people do read this thing but never take them seriously...it happen to me...lots of time...but when doing plan i never follow it....for countless reason..anyone ever do the same thing??