copyright~~=.=!!

when i wanna start some project (normally sharing games,music or software) the 1st thing that came into my mind is this thing....seriously i dont wanna get sued and i dont look down on these people...they are lunatic they'll hunt you down..or if youre unlucky..you'll get sued...maybe you think im paranoid since milions of people doing this kind of stuff rite?but hell why should i take my chance?

end of decade?OMG

i didnt really realise we are closing to the end of a decade..LOL...going to forum as usual and theres end of decade chat...i was like..wtf?end of decade????...but its about music..so i wrote a BIT about my thought on music..so heres what i wrote...not that much..its a forum anyway not a blog where you can whine and write your ranting about how your mother dont give you extra pocket money or how she order you do chores few milion line in one post haha..

oh ya if you notice i put a label there...its for me..if i wanna watch some of the vid i put here say funny vid i just search for labels...but IF somehow any of you wanna use it heres the guide...
# and they always talks about-song lyric..its a weird label to put song lyric
# imagine -post with pic..again..it;ll be weird if a label i put pic
# jpop -pretty understandable rite?
# just the kind of thought -posts which contain my thought on something
# living instead of exist -post contains what i do...watch movie or somethin
# magical display -vposts with vids..im thinkin magic box since ppl from ancient time brought to the future and nvr see tv say tv is magic box..but tv now not box...so i change to magic display...but magic?sounds harry potter-ish..magical..im thinkin final fantasy...but one of the latest vid is bonnie pink chances are..yes it is indeed magical display..
# music -if you dont really know..go to www.google.com in the box type 'music define'
# procastinating -posts i wrote whenever i should do something else...say..assignment?

c pop-since its cmb ill start with cpop...jolin wu niang....in my school or any school if there is a dancing performance....im pretty sure its their 1st choice of song...kinda sick listening to it at some point though,,,if there is a singing competition or go karaoke with friends...lee hom forever love...internet cafe...hearing this song over and over...bu de bu ai by pan wei bo....and last but certainly not the least...JAY CHOU!!!...music movies...he just awesome...i think better let some other bigger fan of jay chou elaborate on it haha...
personal favourite-sun yan zi,jay chou,lee hom,wilber pan,cyndi wang xin lin,amber kuo,janice wei lan,FIR,twins,jolin,evonne hsu...more toward slow song haha...edit later if i remember

kpop....i love samsung ad for anycall..anyband with promise you,day dream,talk play love not forgetting anymotion,anystar and anyclub by lee hyori....not really a fan but it seems tvxq kinda made an impact love few of thier song...and also rain...then all those group super junior,wonder girl,koyote,snsd
personal favorite-lee hyori,boa,koyote,snsd,tvxq..more toward catchy beat

erm my fave band greenday turn from superb punk rock band into some...erm....i dont know...american idiot?
sigh....hoobastank,train as good as ever,mika,james blunt....most popular weird thing..kelly clarkson,leona lewis...superb...

jpop....ayumi hamasaki....undoubtly most popular singer...maybe not anymore....but doesnt mean the best...discover my favorite singer..bonnie pink and rie fu...love their song...im more a jpop person than a cpop...but i like it here...n i do listen to chinese music....simply because im anime fans>_<

omfg haha

janice new album cover...haha

blarggg

random title>_<...suppose to write this post around 1am..but now 3am...
its about msn contact..or rather...dont feel like chatting
like i say suppose to write this arond 1am...sigh..nvm

1am
am waiting for download to finish.suppose to finish around 1.30am so around 1am i waited in front of pc waiting for download to finish...yea..still got 30 minute and im waiting.its cnc ra3 i think its out after i enter uni and i got the chance to play it at some cc in bukit mertajam..funny remembering that story...

bukit mertajam.penang
its my 1st time going back ipoh.i was in hurry since,its my 1st time going back home from uni haha.i didnt really do much research and straight ask some 'so called local'friends they say 'bukit mertajam i heard got bus to ipoh'.BUT some other say penang sentral easier and this some other are locals like guard and one kakak i met on the way to bus stand.at that moment i have no idea that penang sentral is some sort place like melaka sentral in melaka or puduraya in kl.but then again my stupidity...ok lets just leave it like that. i wanted to go straight to where i reach bukit mertajam but suddenly remember about this kakak.actually while waiting for the bus in front of uni i got tired of waiting and wanna take cab.but waste money haha.so i decided negotiate with the kakak split money half2 take cab.and yea because i play football manager all i always negotiate buy player all..haha ok enough crap.so talk a lot with her.she also point out that i shouldnt go bukit mertajam.and say follow her go penang sentral.but hey im a genius i dont need to listen some diploma girl who work at place she do internship so i went to bukit mertajam lalala.to my surprise theres no bus station or anything in bukit mertajam.and the so called a lot of bus is just a lot of shop to buy ticket.from class 3pm reach bukit mertajam 3.30 earliest bus 6pm cool....oh ya just remember why i choose bukit mertajam.theres a train station.i thinkin to take train.but sadly earlist train is 9pm.so what i do?back to the story~~play cnc ra3.i dont really like.too..anime-ish haha.moral of the story?locals know local place more than some local kid who never actually take bus to go outside his place.but even almost same thing happens again most probably i still do the same thing.why i choose bukit mertajam?1st my friend told me.he live in penang,showed me around on weekends,surely i trust him more than stranger rite?then train and bus option.sure theres a lot of bus in penang sentral.but how many go ipoh?all the person i ask dont know at all.i cant take risk rite?at least i know if no bus theres always train at nite.above all i have 0 experience take express bus traveling state to state.on the bright side.i can now go anywhere in malaysia without problem i guess.

ok that is bukit mertajam story.

msn contact.actually im doing this because the game is installed this very second and mine is a rip version.it take longer to install.say...30m min?i no idea.pes2010 take 1 hour to install haha.but fifa10 quickerand twice the pes2010 size.weird all this rip thingy.
for some reason i lost interest to chat in msn or any im.no idea why.last time i could last hours chattin.now.1 hour also already too hard.last decent chat i think with jyn ling and vincy.funny how my story n jyn ling is.haha.the world sure is small
oh yea msn chat.ok around 1am theres like 30 contact in my list but now is 3.40am so no one is around in my contact list still got people but i doubt the actually people still there.i think all zzz d.now if people kacau me sure i like hey yea ok sure why not later ok? bye.so basically i wanna post 30 list and why i dont want chat with them now turn to journey to bukit mertajam.oh wth haha.nitez

maybe...

a good sign that i need to go out...
im already in facebook and i click on facebook tab on the bookmark bar....
maybe i should go exercise...
MAYBE...friends already askin go futsal...but too bad not enough people...
it seems everyone is everywhere...except me...wish i can go back uni...
this life sucks...i dont wanna work jusco...i dont wanna do some stupid work like waiter..i cant work pc shop...im not that good on pc...there is nothing wrong with not doing the thing we dont enjoy rite?wanna go jog...quite quiet if go alone...boring...

http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1260000/+180&#entry30589264

they always talks about

iwanai koto no modokashisa　iisugiru orokasa

mawatte meguru toki no　masui　yowasa
tooi kuni no koto hanashite　okane ni tsuite oshiete
kare wa zutto mukashi no koibito no hanashi o shiteiru

And they always talk about connections
And they always talk about the surface
And she always talks about her boyfriend
And he always talks about his ex-girlfriend

Oh I’m not giving it up cause I know there’s gotta be someone here
Walk the detours, I don’t care
I talk to you, “everything that I wanna say or do is make it real”
Just like my ears, my eyes, and everything that I see
Melting on my face, my eyes, and everything that I see

How do you find when you just don’t know?
How do you search when you just don’t know?
How do you love when you just don’t know?

dear..

its kana nishino new song...quite nice...the title...dear..



01 Dear

"Jaa ne" tte itte kara mada
Gofun mo tattenai no ni
Sugu ni aitakute mou ichido oh baby
Gyutto shite hoshikute boy, miss you

Moshimo futari kaeru basho ga onaji dattara
Tokei ni jama sarenakute mo ii oh no no
Okaeri mo oyasumi mo soba de ietara
Donna ni shiawase daro?
Just want to stay with you

Demo ne, keitai ni kimi no namae ga hikaru tabi ni
Itsu datte hitori ja nai ndayo tte
Oshiete kureru

Aenai jikan ni mo aishisugite
Me wo tojireba itsudemo kimi ga iru yo
Tada soredake de tsuyoku nare yo
Futari issho nara kono saki mo

Donna koto demo norikoerareru yo
Kawaranai ai de tsunaide iku yo
Zutto kimi dake no watashi de iru kara
Kimi ni todoketai kotoba
Always love you

Tomodachi no noroke hanashi de
Mata chotto setsunaku natte oh no no
"Ima kara mukae ni kite"
Nante ietara donna ni shiawase darou?
Just want you to stay with me

Demo ne, yappari wagamama wa ienai
Komarasetakunai
Itsudatte ganbatteru kimi no egao ga
Daisuki dakara

Aenai jikan ni mo aishisugite
Me wo tojireba itsudemo kimi ga iru yo
Tada soredake de tsuyoku nareru yo
Futari issho nara kono saki mo

Donna koto demo norikoerareru yo
Kawaranai ai de tsunaide iku yo
Zutto kimi dake no watashi de iru kara
Kimi ni todoketai kotoba
Always love you

"Heiki dayo" tte
Ittara uso ni naru kedo
"Daijoubu" tte omoeru no wa
Kimi dakara

Aenai jikan ni mo aishisugite
Me wo tojireba itsudemo kimi ga iru yo
Tada soredake de tsuyoku nare yo
Futari issho nara kono saki mo

Donna koto demo norikoerareru yo
Kawaranai ai de tsunaide iku yo
Zutto kimi dake no watashi de iru kara
Kimi ni todoketai kotoba
Always love you

Dare yori mo kimi no koto
Aishiteru yo.

TRANSLATION

Even though it hasn't even been 5 minutes since we said good bye,
I want to see you again so soon oh baby,
I want you to hold me tight, I miss you.

If the place where we returned to was the same,
I wouldn't mind being interrupted by the clock oh no no.
If you were to say "Welcome Home" and "Good Night" by my side,
How happy would I be?
I just want to stay with you.

But whenever your name lights up from my cell, you always let me know that I am never alone.

I treasure the time we aren't together so much.
You are there whenever I close my eyes.
I can become strong just because of that, and if we're together than surely in the future as well.

No matter what happens we can overcome it.
We'll be connected by this unchanging love.

Because I'm always by your side,
I want to say to you,
"I will always love you".

When you speak fondly of your friends,
I feel just a little bit of pain oh no no.
If you were to say "I'm coming to see you now", how happy would I be?
I just want you to stay with me.

But I really can't voice out this selfishness of mine,
I don't want to be a bother.
I love your smile when you are trying your best.

I treasure the time we aren't together so much.
You are there whenever I close my eyes.
I can become strong just because of that, and if we're together than surely in the future as well.

No matter what happens we can overcome it.
We'll be connected by this unchanging love.

Because I'm always by your side,
I want to say to you,
"I will always love you".

If I were to say "I'm ok" it would be a lie, because the one who can think like that is you.

I treasure the time we aren't together so much.
You are there whenever I close my eyes.
I can become strong just because of that, and if we're together than surely in the future as well.

No matter what happens we can overcome it.
We'll be connected by this unchanging love.

Because I'm always by your side,
I want to say to you,
"I will always love you".

More than anyone else, I love you

my oh my~~

just a random title

i recently showed my friend this blog
he tell me
who reads my blog
since all the comment are 0
IF any of you ever wonder
who read this blog
to be honest
i have no idea
to be honest
i dont really care
and it doesnt really matter to me
ever heard the phrase
blogging is to express and not to impress?
and yea that is exactly what im doing
writing whatever i feels like
my favorite songs,mv,lyric
comment about latest games i played,movies i watched
but i can say one thing
true even i myself wonder sometimes
who actually read this blog
im pretty much human like everyone
so i do have a BIT sense of curiosity
not 100% dont care dont know dont want attitude haha
so i think last time i put the feedjit thing
tell from where people come and go where
actually it is great
i found that some people i dont even think they read this blog
at least they actually link this blog and i dont know who reads but surely someone right?

i guess thats enough with that.talking about that.it kinda reminds me with my IT lecture few months back.my lecturer ask me.whats the purpose of you.i answer.so that my friends know what im doing and they can keep up with our latest news.deep down.i know its a lie.haha lets face it 90% of you have no idea where i'm studying at. and 50% dont even know which state my uni is at. and 99.9% dont even know my 1st sem result.even my uni friend.even i dont understand myself.when i get bad result i dont want people to sympathize me.when i get great result i dont want people to compliment me.why?because theres always someone who fails and pass.if i pass i feel bad for people who fail.and i ask them whats their result.they just say fail.then i pause and say something like never mind you can do better next time.and if someone tell me something like that if i fail..fuck you i dont need you to tell me that.i guess that is normal for every guy.dont really like if someone look down or sympathize them.like recently the result is out.i dont expect this one friend of mine to get bad result.he got around 2.2 and he ask me back.i just say bad.like i always say.and normally people will say.no la you smart sure get high one.and i replied.i say bad you dont trust me.so my result?hell i wont tell haha...even no one know my stpm,spm result why should anyone know my uni result rite?haha.its just numbers by the way.

home.
its been 2 weeks since the break starts.i think only went out 4 times.never knew going out with friends is so fun.honestly i try to reduce my $$$$$ usage haha.trip to kl last month just cost me too much and i planning to get high end notebook next month.so after kl couldnt afford to lose more money or i'll ended up having some cheap unreliable stupid slow notebook for few years in uni.

kl.
1 week there spend around 1k
how naive of me thinking can have fun in kl with rm300.maybe in ipoh 1 week 300 is reasonable but seriously.haha.best part is.bought a 200 shoe just to be stolen.ok that is the best part about me.the best part about people who went with me.is 1 girl.people say shes too nice.guess what she do?1 guy in motor ask her direction.then.ask her borrow her phone to call friend.and erm you can all guess what happen .in kl went to my aunt house and coincidentally my cousin sister return from perth that week.hang out with her.kinda nice.talking to her kinda make me more motivated to study.she says gonna do master in uk next next year 2011 i think..not so sure and challenge me to beat her.seriously i dont think i can haha.this sem i think she get around high 3.8.and in australian uni.

smi
went out with kevin and waited for him or rather he waited for me in front of school.that day.i think stpm still going because can still see girl in green skirtXD.then i tell kevin ei that might be our junior.you know her?he say does it really matter?not like we going go out with her play dota or something.haha how true is that?.but meeting with kevin late is just the starting.suppose to meet 10.30 but i come at 11...my uni habit is getting worst.

new moon
watch new moon with kah yan n joe wai.my my both look really different.people change eh?too bad i couldnt stay long cause need pack go kl..again...haha..and yeah again.i come late.the movie start at 11 i come 11.10.luckily we just missed 1st 5 min.the movie is nice.it seems people say its bad just because couldnt stand the fact shirtless handsome guy run here and there.on the contrary how many movies have a girl half naked run around and all guys seems like it.i think transformers where the part the evil robot disguise as hot girl try to seduce the main character and i remember the 'happy' noise coming from everyone which i think mostly malay+ guys LOLxD.overall its a decent movie.not bad and not the best just average and ok.2012....just too stupid.its worth watching to see the world collapse but for the storyline,cg,plot and everything.just crap.

polo ground.
went to polo ground yesterday to jog.that was the nawaitu.see saidy oh wth he wearing jeans n some nice shoe.and he thought i call him come there to chat ONLY...funny thing is i saw guan yee.but she didnt notice me so i was like...ok..maybe thats not her.then i ask said hey is that her?he say nah mayb u need to upgrade your spec or something.again she pass us and didnt notice us.said was like.hey it COULD be her!but i look at her if really her sure notice us one.then we decide to walk the opposite way.then only she notice us haha.ipoh so damn small.she going back NUS today at 10pm so i think now she n saidy hang out in jusco.funny thing she say is.she ask us what you doing here?said answer chatting la.she then say....haha so gay...oh wtf..

again...

i HATE YUI...why?...she sounds...i cant describe it...something like...trying too hard?..i dont know maybe its just me...another thing is...most of her song are rock song but i feel like the rhythm n style is pretty much same...and i hate the way she try to act cool like in all her pv....but recently i watch hagane no renjutshusi 2009..and the 1st time i heard the opening song i was like...wow sounds good....then few second....wait she sounded familiar..like...something i hate....oh its YUI...
ah nevermind...it sounds good anyway...maybe i should try watch the pv....so after few months...LOL...i decided to watch the pv and 1st few second of the pv....oh here we go again..she n guitar acting cool...sigh...start singing....eh...this doesnt sound like the song in the op...check and compare the op n the pv....sigh..no wonder the one in anime sounds good...THEY EDIT IT...it seem the first part of the song in anime is final part of the song....but nevermind...song still ok...so i was still right...and...i still dont like YUI...mayb i'll try her other songs.......MAYBE....
and 1 more thing....i NEVER say she's not good and all the negative thought..is just me...but this song kinda remind me of l arc en ciel..mayb thats y i like this song


Yume no tsuzuki oikaketeita hazu nano ni
Magarikunetta hosoi michi hito ni tsumazuku

Ano koro ni mitai ni tte modoritai wake janai no nakushitekita sora wo sagashiteru
Wakattekuremasu you ni gisei ni natta you na kanashii kao wa yamete yo

Tsumi no saigo wa namida janai yo zutto kurushiku seotte kun da
Deguchi mienai kanjou meiru ni
Dare wo matteru no
Shiroi NOOTO ni tsuzutta you ni motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo
Nani kara nogaretainda
Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Wasurechaisou na yoru no mannaka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai deshou (I'm on the way)
Natsukashikunaru
Konna itami mo kangei jan

Ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne aa gomen ne
Umaku ienakute shinpai kaketa mama datta ne

Ano hi kakaeta zenbu ashita kakaeru zenbu
Junban tsuketari wa shinai kara
Wakattekuremasu you ni sotto me wo tojitanda
Mitakunai mono made miendamon

Iranai uwasa ni chotto hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi
Mukaiattara tomodachi datte
Uso wa yamete ne
Fukai HAATO ga iradatsu you ni karadan naka moeteirun da
Hontou wa kitai shiten no
Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'm on the way)
Susumu tame ni
Teki mo mikata mo kangei jan

Douyatte tsugi no DOA akerun dakke kangaeteru
Mou hikikaesenai monogatari hajimatterun da
Me wo samase me wo samase

Kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai deshou
Yarinokoshiteru koto yarinaoshite mitai kara
Mou ichido yukou

Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'm on the way)
Natsukashikunaru
Konna itami mo kangei jan

suki

ichido suki ni nareba　kirai ni narenai
kirai na mono wa suki ni nareru kedo
dattara minna suki ni naretara ii
sore wa totemo　moroku naru to iu koto

deai mo wakare mo　zenbu zaisan ni naru naraba
mou kowagaru koto wa nai deshou?

suki no kazu ga fueru　hitotsu zutsu　kakasenai no
uchiaketai　kono kimochi　ima

Wide awake ’till the sun comes up,
’till the sun goes up, and it feels good
Wide awake ’till the sun goes up,
’till the sun goes up

donna ni nengetsu ga nagarete mo
kitto kawaranai ne　kimi to boku no kizuna
taisetsu na mono wa fueteiku bakari
ichiban to ka niban to ka　kantan ni erabenai

nemui to me o kosuru　soto wa akaruku natte
demo nemuru riyuu wa nai deshou?

suki no kazu ga fueru　sagashiteru　sono deai o
uchiaketai　kono kimochi　ima

Wide awake ’till the sun goes up,
’till the sun goes up, and it feels good
Wide awake ’till the sun goes up,
’till the sun goes up.......

man of the match